作者 沙穗

他从不说寂寞
因为老宅只他一个人
而且他喃喃的声音
有时连自己也听不清
是七月了吗？
每年这个时候
他都会问窗外一棵从不回答他的
凤凰木

七月又怎么了？所有的花应该都开了
而他却长满了一头白白的芦苇
是别离的季节
他却不知该和谁去别离
只能在老宅中
靠着摇椅　望着窗外大红的凤凰木
心想
那朵朵红花
曾是他少年时的容颜呀

他点燃一支烟
又立刻熄灭
他原以为往事能在烟雾中冉冉升起
没想到
升起的却是一缕缕的寂寞

Labels: diction

凡训蒙，须讲究。详训诂，名句读。为学者，必有初。小学终，至四书。
论语者，二十篇。群弟子，记善言。孟子者，七篇止。讲道德，说仁义。
作中庸，子思笔。中不偏，庸不易。作大学，乃曾子。自修齐，至平治。
孝经通，四书熟。如六经，始可读。诗书易，礼春秋。号六经，当讲求。
有连山，有归藏。有周易，三易详。有典谟，有训诰。有誓命，书之奥。
我周公，作周礼。著六官，存治体。大小戴，注礼记。述圣言，礼乐备。
曰国风，曰雅颂。号四诗，当讽咏。诗既亡，春秋作。寓褒贬，别善恶。
三传者，有公羊。有左氏，有彀梁。经既明，方读子。撮其要，记其事。
五子者，有荀杨。文中子，及老庄。

Labels: diction

poof. record breaking.. this is barely the second post of this month. woah!

hmm.. have been rather running out of things to blog on.. or rather i should say, i havent the spur to blog. life hasnt been any much interesting recently. well, people do ask me how's my aussie trip. great as it had been, its almost impossible to explain the fun out of the trip. such questions just seem so casual in nature that it seems not to ask for the details but rather a conversational piece to start with. and to this, i almost always answer as such "great! it was so cooling there. i almost melted when i came back sg.. hahaha" . so in case if anyone hasnt yet ask me, well, you just got your answer. of coz, i have those details captured in its moment of fun, so do seek out mr facebook for those snapshots =)

another common question is related to job search. that had been a vexing issue to me given those personal considerations i have to take into concern. recently i've been looking much into this SPRING-ETP scheme. it works such that SMEs are awarded 2k per freshgrad they hire, and they just gotta top-up any remaining sum if they wish to hire at a better rate. the hind side is that freshgrads employed under this scheme do not get CPF for two years and are bounded by it for that period of time. despite searching high and low, i am unable to find details of the T&C of this scheme on the internet. why why why? i'm worried, when i shouldnt be as worried coz my parents are rather understanding of the job market now. so.... hmmm.

i've been looking through my old pics and sorting out my pic album taken up till the JC days just today.. I know it sounds surprising, but for some unknown reason, I do not like myself in the past. it seems weird, everything just doesnt seem right. and even to a certain extent, i felt that i might have been an irritating bugger at times. haha. that's how i felt today looking at those pics, though of coz i hope what i perceive isnt really true. haha. so i shall take a moment now to thank friends who saw me through, really. its funny now, to be asking "why hadn't you asked me out to the gathering..." knowing that i wont get an answer to that question. the bugger me still had to ask such redundant question, but at least i've learnt not to take it so hard...

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Humpty Dumpty sat on the wall
Humpty Dumpty had a big fall
All the king's horses, all the king's men
Could never put Humpty together again.

Labels: song

一公里的回忆飘成空气
一双手要多苦才能弹琴
分开两边的梦也有意义
我往哪里飞没有关系

miss me my dear friends, i'll miss you all too =) and i'll be back on 14th June '09

Labels: 人在异乡

我想乘着风　想乘着风　带路去旅行
也许去纽约　或去东京
也许飞到那沙漠大戈壁

我要乘着风　要乘着风　尽情的去旅行
不理会压力　丢掉手机　也不再苦苦勉强自己

把叫做烦恼的事情锁在抽屉
把叫做爱情的东西留在家里
轻轻松松放任这思绪
享受浪漫冒险的假期

我已乘着风已乘着风　快乐去旅行
呼吸着自由　我找到了久违的美丽

我想去旅行…我要去旅行…

Labels: song

.drools. i'm rather gian for pizzahut from minutes ago. and also for maggimee since afternoon. and some salmon sushiiiii! ahhhhhhhh! my entire brain is filled with images of food and delicious stuff.

but NO! i'm currently on a vegetarian course till the day before I fly. yesh, an incredible feat for me to go w/o meat for so long especially since i'm already thinking of meat. so sinful. hahaha

=)