Sunday, December 28, 2008

只想跟你在一起 - 情感

@ 只想跟你在一起

情,不只存在于爱当中。

朋友相处久了,或许也会彼此变得越来越相像… 开心一下吧,让自己过得快乐一点

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Saturday, December 27, 2008

Newton's 3 laws

please click

if you're bored, try reading the above.

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Tuesday, December 23, 2008

宝宝贝贝的回忆 - 与人分享这件事……

圣诞节快到了。不久前终于看了电影 Love Actually,才知道外国对圣诞节有个信念,就是在圣诞节的时候讲实话,truth。

"... just because it's Christmas."

反想回这一年,有快乐也有伤心的时候;有共同分享,也有孤独的时刻,有了期待,也有了失望…这一年,过得不简单啊…现在的我也看开了好一些…爱情的路上,如果没有失足,或许也永远不会有长进;至少拥有过,至少幸福过。友谊的旅程中,或许就是这样,有人进入你的生活圈子,也会有人离开;有时候,追问也许不是最明智的选择。也就这样吧。

在这个佳节当中,我没什么包料的事要说。truth is,我只是想对任何我(或许不知情)得罪过的人,说声诚恳的抱歉。还有我深爱的朋友们,谢谢你们,谢谢。抱歉,过了十二月三十一日,我的心一定会平静下来,做个更好的小市民 =)

你们呢?信也好不信也罢,就算以前没有这种习惯,就趁着这次的圣诞佳节,好好的拨出你的心底话吧。有没有什么你特别想说的,就算是对全世界,就算也只是对一个人,或许你的父母也好,趁着一次,对自己诚实一下吧。给自己一段仁爱路…


给我一段仁爱路的时间
给我一枝花的怀念
走到终点之前
谁都不会把一点感动变成谁的诺言

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Monday, December 22, 2008

omG!

argh oh my 天 ! dont everyone have their rightz to be disappointed. why am i scolded for sounding my displeasure of not getting the feeling of appreciation. isnt it agreeable that for so many years of long-service, haha, at least dont add oil even tho its for joking purpose ba. if so easy, someone take on my baton lor. ROAR! o.o

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Sunday, December 21, 2008

a christmas card

its 5 days to christmas. and i'm taking this time as a student to enjoy while at it, coz i'm sure i'll be dead busy the same period nxt year. oh well, that's if, i've found a job, haha. well so thats why i've been going out quite alot these few days..

today aint too bad, met up with the usual hubbers gang at sunset tavern, and after that met up with a uni fren to hit for supper. oh i really must say, that i was introduced to this damn cool place with decos that resembles mt fable. its called dempsey hills. fabulous spot for hanging out. and its near me! and i never knew of it! lol~ what a mountain turtle I am. no, i must go check it out again soon! hahaha

so yups, i reached home shortly ago, and saw this christmas card on my table. i bought some too, juz tt I hadnt gotten ard sending. haha but yes, I was surprised to see a card. pearl? yue? bie? nope, i met them juz ystd.. teng? nope, she's too busy to send. who else? then on a closer look, i was stumped. i recog that handwriting... maybe that's just a formality to send cards. oh well, in any case, thank you for even putting effort to writing first ever of such a mailed out card - if you ever see this...

bzzz off* I'm tired from one night of eating. burpz!
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Friday, December 19, 2008

26th Dec 2008

26th Dec, friday, seems to be a great date for gip7 gathering. and it seems, that the 103 of us has been split up to 2 main groups, jiaotong and fudan.

a number of fudaners will be going for ky's bbq / bday celeb on that day, whereas, some jiaotongers will be meeting up for a gathering - separately.

hmmm. i know more of the former, but am closer to a number of the latter. *lost*

what about my 三号? is anything on for ourselves other than the dinner that 3 of us will be missing? bLeah~

come-on come-on. as the lyrics goes, "why dont we do something!"

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Thursday, December 18, 2008

once upon a time, a rat and a tigress msn each other...

lol damn funny =)

good night world!

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Wednesday, December 17, 2008

Wallace and Gromit

ahar! my favourite cartoon - other than moomoo. =)

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What I Call Pretty Pictures...

these are what I call pretty pictures..

they are not taken by me, nor someone i know.. but upon chance I came to this blog, and these are some of her pics that captured me..

what, i would feel, are so powerful about these pictures, are the richness in colour and sharpness of every main detail. also, the focus in each picture is quite clear..

my favourite of these above pics is the one featuring the pair of red heels. so powerful is the camera and the photographer that even a few cm offset from the main focus - the pair of red heels - can reder a distant effect (blurness) from the other pairs of shoes in the background. woah! please introduce me such cameras. best still, please put one in to my santa socks =)

with credits to krisatomic.com

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Sunday, December 14, 2008

宝宝贝贝的回忆 - 幸福的人

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Friday, December 12, 2008

Ice Age 3 - Dawn of the Dinosaurs

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quick gate-away trip

lying in bed now, i once again can blog in near-hibernation mode :)

today was a tiring day. i had been a happy bird for the past few days, though somehow happiness often has to be accompanied certain sadness.. i was happy about the entire experience; having had seen the lovely rounded globe of sea, the breeze of a mini harbour, rode through the windy roads that remind me of the terrible roads leading up to the beautiful mountain 梅骊雪山, the painted scenes of mountains and plantations, different types of religious temples, nice parks, and etc etc. of coz not forgetting the wonderful company, the funny games i've learnt, drinking sessions, plus some sharings here and there. i appreciate the accomodation to me, and i really do not take it for granted. nevertheless, i know (better) that i should make the accmodation. anyway, here I am, safe.. so :)

I've learnt quite abit about the outside world. maybe like what I had been told, I'm too naive; I can easily believe what I am told often when I shldnt, but do not believe when I hear the truth. what is real? one moment I can know a person as such, but just within a short period. poof. what a change.

this sem had been a rather monotous sem for me. yes, dull. there has been the up times, the confused and lost times, and the downright shattered times. i did feel it, no matter how split a second it might take to cause it. i was told, to let them go, to forget. but i'm not a super human like my adviser, who can erase memories as please. woah, no, i am not a forgetful character when it comes to this. sadly maybe, my brain is probably used for smaller issues unlike a super human who uses for more impt things. but, true, what can I do? I've alrd unknowingly stepped on their tails, somehow without me knowing for sure, yes i did. maybe the sounds of laughters had alrd long gone, juz tt it had not been that apparent. masks. i hate masks. if u know u dont like a person, why dont u write that on ur face. why bother to hide. why? why am I bothered by this when I am not even confronted of it in the first place. no, i'm not impt for them to talk things out. why what happened? if you wannna pretend that nothing has happened and nothing bothers you, why do u wanna show that tint of it to me? why am i StilL bothered, even though i was told to let them go. why does it aches me..?

so, does it mean that if one doesnt feel an ache upon meeting some unwanted occurance, the knot is released? but if the knot is truly released, there will be embrancement, and not pretence of transparency. with my barang barang, i hopped on the 179 - safely - to go school. but i wasnt feeling well, thus skipped lunch, and headed for an apple pie. as i left, my eyes were for the path ahead. but yes, i had long noticed, but i ignored. so what if i had done the oppo. nah, i've long learnt, the past is the past. and with that, there seems nothing much to do beyond it. i maybe naive, but i believe i am rather sharp. nah, maybe thats not good, maybe i should try being blunt, and a super woman too.

learn.
i am learning.
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Tuesday, December 9, 2008

History of Maamemoo

tiredtired.


just sent out a mass email .. well hope there will be positive and prompt reponse by the time i'm back to check.

for days i had been wanting to sit down and blog - a nice little blog spot. but, well, i dont think it will happen for days to come. hahahha!

by an urge today, I've decided to further open my blog to my friends discretely. so if you happen to be here through my fb, well, HI!!

hahahaha! this blog has been long existing, and it will continue to exist for years and years to come. well, to people who just had found their way here, or to those puzzling ones who had been long a patron to this spot, well, maybe its a mini mystery as to why this place has to address of maamemoo.

guess?

try guessing?

nah.

i dont have much a space to enter.

thus

if you cant guess till now..

here it goes..

well, i wanted to have it named mamemo, after one of my favourite cartoon character other than tom and jerry. well, its of a different genre anyway. coz there is no speech in this cartoon. and its beyond just plain chasing around; there is some sort of a meaning behind its cartoons. does the below looks familiar?

well, I love the moomoo world. as in, the 'world' in the cartoon - if you had ever watched. Its a small small world like that of the little prince, small but homely. oh i so missed that cartoon. it has been years since i last watched it. oh well, maybe the world has passed this generation of having a moomoo cartoon with talking language that cannot be made out.

yes, so i had wanted to get this name for this little space, but well, it has been taken up.. and so has the dot com, but that of course by its rightful owner. hahaha!

so there's the little history. that said..

bonJour!

zzZzz

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Thursday, December 4, 2008

interested...??

oh my 天!

i'm sooOoo cracked up by SLSS! (so what if its obiang. i like calling that! bleah~)

why would you think so...?

ahhh! did i ever say something wrongly??

roaR! but nonetheless, you still got me cracking. bleah~ i cant imagine what you said. hahahha!

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Wednesday, December 3, 2008

奸人坚

可惜没把它看完……可惜………

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Thursday, November 27, 2008

well, i thnk my brain was really shut off after barely 2 plus hours of sleep ystd night, and with the process of puking what manage to stay after the draining longgg night of tosing around, i finally dragged myself out of bed to study for tml's ppr after a wholesome napping of four hours.

and just not long ago, i .. urm .. started playing with my own handwriting. hahaha i thnk i sleep too much le, cannot get back in focus.

oh well, the thing is that as i was 'playing around with myself - sadly' (lol), it came to me 2 person whose handwriting i liked. ya, only two of so many i've seen before..

one is chen and another is pear. one has the characteristic of a 'furious' doctor (furious in terms of speed), and the other the characteristic of a kind doctor. hahaha! i really wont mind adopting the handwriting of the latter. hahaha! well, hope it brightens their day if they sees this! :D

wahahaha! aeh i seem to be leading a life as if already smelling the air of freedom. lol~
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Wednesday, November 26, 2008

我等你 - Rene 刘若英

不做考虑也没半点犹豫
我就说了这一句 我等你
你眼中闪过了一些讶异
更多的是怀疑,所以你可以离去

不相信你还会回心转意
是我任性才决定要等你
我眼中的泪没掉过一滴
只是随你背影,慢慢倒流进心底

我等你,半年为期逾期就,狠狠把你忘记
不只伤心的还包括一切甜蜜
要等你,要证明自己,我可以纵容你在心底
也可以当你只是路过的人而已

爱到痛之极才需要一段等你的限期,来遗忘自己……

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once again, Christmas coming.

once again, that annual festive season is around the corner.

but this time, no more that anticipation. nah, i'm not sad; no anticipation doesnt necessary mean a dull life. well at least i'm at peace now.

开心最重要,只要活得开心,人生就很充足了…

是吧?那么现在的你有多开心…?
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Saturday, November 22, 2008

Diving!

once again, i'm lying in bed now, blogging. technology has become so populated now that i think pple are have higher chances of getting WMSD ~ Work-Related Musculoskeletal Disorder. hahahaha! yes. frm repeatedly pressing at keypad. roarx!

Anyway. tts not the point why i have the urge to blog. its coz i 心痒痒了.. my huge information intake in ThE Issue today once again spurred my interest in it. i hope i'll be able to find pple to undertake that adventure with me :b

yes. tonight i will dream of it.. =)
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Friday, November 21, 2008

twitching nose

ever got the feeling of twiching eyelids? there is a saying that when one particular side of your eye lid twiches, it signifies a bad omen.

hmmm. I dont believe in that, for in the first place i do not know which is the side referred by this folk saying..

but what about twiching nose 'lids'..? hahaha! unbelievable, but one side of my nose has indeed been twiching for some mins. funny. oh well, perhaps i'm too anxious abt tml's ppr. i felt less prepared than HF's paper, and the stuff seem to stubbornly refuse to merge in well with me the entire time. roar! and lying in bed now, i really cant help but feel really worried. but i'm exhausted le. so yes, i have to be in bed..

blogging in bed.. cool.

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Wednesday, November 19, 2008

加油! 你有ME!

你有我 会一直为你加油 加倍快乐的呼吼
有你有我 就是最好时候 我对你没保留
会一直为你加油 加倍快乐的呼吼

This is such a cute song :: 加油!你有me!

rarw! just had a paper today. its only my 3rd paper, with 3 more to go, and there are pple alrd ending theirs today. today! omT, why isit that I dont seem to ever enjoy this 'early releasal' ? hahaha its ok, i'm not exactly lamenting. at least this meant that i have more time to study for my papers. which explains why i could nap a 2+ hr nap this aftnn. hahahha! and i wont have to rack my brains on who to ask out for company coz i dont end early! bleah~

oh well, my next paper is still not too far from now. friday. roar! i dunno what to study for that! /..\

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Friday, November 14, 2008

Rihanna concert !

today ...

the paper was truly unexpected.. too much calculations and too much justifications for too few marks..

S-O-S please, someone help me; it's not healthy for me to feel this way.

oh well, its typical of design paper =/ anyway after that it was a mystical night.

What, what's going on?

well as dear ju has put it, i'm damn happening la. counting the heads as i past.

You might see me in the spot!

firstly, i thought i will be turned deaf from the high pitches (= high frequency = ...) i experienced

That la la la~

well but of coz there's others...

Listen closely, hear the music playing, let it take you to places far away and relax your senses

music indeed, but why arnt there enough lightings...?

It's like the darkness is the light

nope, not enough. not high enough.

I’m feeling something that I can’t understand..

and its too short a time huh..?

So let me come and get you right

but it was enjoyable =)

It’s not an ordinary, every day thing

but why do they have to 没收 my umbrella?! roar! but i like that.. remember..?

Told you I'll be here forever; said I'll always be your friend.

it was still as moving...

My mind is gone, I'm spinnin round, and deep inside, my tears I'll drown.

oh well, forget it. just stay happy will do..

That's the reason that the sky is blue.

oh and i'm surprised to run into people i least expected..

Who Ya Gonna Run To?

but they cant spot me. hahaha oh well

Let them talk and criticize: you don't need to recognize

and there after, soon to end the night.

Before we turn out the lights and close our eyes

i'd just like to express my wildest thoughts that this so so un-examy.

This is crazy, so amazing

gotta 定下心 and remove the sound replays from just now to have a good nights rest.

now it's time to go, Curtain's finally closin'.

next up after today is the deformable papers

Never let ‘em cheat-sheet, they just sweat, gotta go hard

yeah, the paper itself is not deform-able though. but there is cheat sheet. yay!

still i'm scared to lose control

hahaha wish me good luck for the remaining 3...

Gonna win it no limit, strong women we are

yawnz*

There's no time to give it one more try; There's only time to say goodbye

thank you friend! =)

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Thursday, November 13, 2008

We Ride - Rihanna

When we ride we ride, It's till the day we die.
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Wednesday, November 12, 2008

几米 - 开始 - 娃娃

开始

开始

If I were blue,
would you be there for me?
And whisper in my ears that's ok?
Would you stand by me?
let me hold you tight?
And say that friend its okay dont cry?

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Sunday, November 9, 2008

sigh.

aeh!

bee

see?

dee

yee

eff

gi

hech

eye.

jay

kae!

ell

em

en

ou!

pee

qill

rah!

ass

tee

you*

vee

darberyou

ax

why?

zee

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Saturday, November 8, 2008

i dont know. i dont get. what is wrong? aim i wrong/at fault? huh?!

IDK . IDG . WIW? AIW? HUH?!

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Friday, November 7, 2008

5 Guys You Should Never Date

If you find yourself having a series of bad luck with men, don't blame your luck just yet – you've probably been getting into a relationship with the wrong guy. Spare yourself the potential heartache: Lisa Helmanis, author of Master Dating, identifies five "bad-news boys" you should never get involved with.


1. Married men

It’s obvious why dating married men is a bad idea. Falling in love with a guy who already belongs to someone else entails countless painful sacrifices on your part: You cannot have him all for yourself, you have to keep your affair a secret, you can’t be seen together in public, and he can only call you when he can find the time away from his family and friends. Not to mention all the potential stigmas that could plague you if your relationship is exposed.

And you have to recognize the real possibility that after all that you've gone through for him, he’s not even contemplating on leaving his wife. "Although some people do find the love of their lives whilst they are still with someone else, a good rule of thumb is that if someone doesn’t leave their marriage within six months, they probably never will," says Helmanis.

The only married man worth considering? He’s the one who tells you to leave him alone and he’ll find you if/when he leaves his marriage, Helmanis adds.


2. Dominator

This guy takes an interest in everything you do, from the way you dress, who's in your phone list, the way you arrange your room to how your friends treat you.

At first it may feel wonderful to have this attentive man who genuinely cares about what's going on in your life, "but pretty soon he is telling you that you fold the laundry wrong (although he never does any) and that your best friend is boring (he doesn't like anyone else to have any influence)," warns Helmanis.

A control freak can be extremely charming in a new relationship, but once he feels secure he starts to become pushy and controlling. And unless he can control the other person, he fears he will lose her or that his own life will become chaotic. His tyrannical behavior soon makes life miserable for his partner."

Being a control freak is not about love, although he’ll tell you it is: It’s about power," says Helmanis, "Leave, before your confidence does."


3. Broken Heart

He's the guy who seems so sensitive and caring when you first met and tells you the heart-wrenching story of his past broken relationship. And soon you’ll find out that he's still nursing a broken heart from the relationship he had with someone ten years ago. "Basically, you’re transitional woman in a nurse's uniform," says Helmanis.

Face it, if he lives in a haze of self-indulgent gloom and loves the drama of his own misery, you’ll never get through no matter how much time you spend trying to mend his broken heart. So give up and get going.


4. Smoothie

He's suave, sports designer suits, has a glitzy social life, owns an expensive apartment and zips around town in a flashy convertible. He loves lavishing women with lots of attention, and has you feeling like a princess with his constant showers of gifts, flowers and exotic dinners.

Problem is, you may not be the only chick in this Casanova's life. Men like that are very likely to be a misogynist, warns Helmanis, "He can't see past the skirt to one special individual."


5. The Drain

You'll recognize a Drain because this guy constantly saps you – emotionally, financially and/or physically. He hates his life, can't stop complaining about his job, blames everyone else for his own laziness, and essentially relies on you to bolster his poor self-image.

"Other Drains include men who always seem to be borrowing money because they have maxed out their credit cards, who lose their temper over nothing and use you as an emotional punchbag," says Helmanis. Guys like that are really nothing more than selfish, spoiled whiners who don’t understand the concept of responsibility or self-respect. Get them out of your life and lock the doors.

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Wednesday, November 5, 2008

irritated

roar! in lect now. today is a seriously nerve racking day.. juz completed the lect on fatique and i thnk i'm experiencing it alrd.

I'm a fiery tiger today. so dont get on my nerves. YOU better don't.
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Sunday, November 2, 2008

放轻松吧朋友!

last 10 days for me to the start of it all. (and my very last proj is still incompleted! omT!) to the rest who are studying, 加油吧! and to those who are working, dont forget to make time for me after my papers end! :D

٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶٩(●̮̮̃•̃)۶
damn cute la. resembles 2 monkeys in messenger format.

整个海洋摆动柔软地举起我
孤单给我自由犹豫得好感动
想要的生活怎么有一百种
该怎么走谁来告诉我 wow

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Sunday, October 26, 2008

Memories of 26th Oct 2007

this has been a bizarre week altogether. bizarre happenings, bizarre findings, and bizarre timing. yes, this timing. I’ve been like an owl for the whole of this week. seriously, I need tough drillings to get my body clock back in time.

there's so much I wanna update, but so little time for me to. I shall sum up with one sentence of the thing I wanna phrase out the most

景物依旧,人事已飞。

after so much, what -i feel- is most lasting in this world, is neither material items nor immaterial items. its ultimately memories - something so intangible that can hardly be capture, bought over, or sold for. neither could it be exchanged nor erased.

recently, a friend has been telling me he's so heartbroken he wishes that there is something he could do to erase off his memory. and that sets me thinking - if there are such technologies, would you want to undergo it when you feel lowlowlow? wouldnt the world be in chaos, with even this being controlled?

its the experience, the memories, that makes you grow. as terrible as it could have been, there must surely be somewhere each of us could learn from our own memories of experiences. there must be some where you could draw inspirations from.

memories, are really something each of us will still reminisce from time to time.

memories of everything.

memories of the happy times, and of the sad times.

memories of ur friends, and of people your love one(s).

memories of achievements.. memories of failures.

memories of the 365 days of our lives...

time will not, and never, erase these memories, especially if you have experienced the extremes. time will just serve to sooth our souls, our 心灵之窗…

just to share this last phrase before i koon. have you all heard before, that to remember someone for life, there are two simple ways: to have loved the person, or to have hated the person. if there had been both to the same person, then goodluck, you'll remember the person and they “化成灰你都认得”……

就这样 断了线
就真这样 不再相见
飞出了时间 飞出天边
飞到另外一个 没有我的天
经过许多年 所有的眷恋
飘浮在时空里 没有终点
人生是一张 泛黄的相片
而我站在车站静止的画面

《 驿 》

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Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Jokes

good night!

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Sunday, October 19, 2008

Stress

got the above from ju's blog. damn cute. and i think damn suitable for my current state. seriously, i can foresee next week to be an extremely hectic week coz i'll have to rush for 4 deadlines to meet in the week after next.

yup, FOUR!!! oh my tian.

mon (public holiday),
tues prof comm presentation,
wednesday ENS presentation,
thursday (rest = chiong for friday), coz
friday FYP presentation AND 4011 presentation + report submission.

save me anyone?

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Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Dinner with Monkey

it's a sunny yellow, banana day!

my monkey suddenly gave me a banana call, so I took on this chance to finally dinner with him whilst getting something done in town. tsk, that issue wasted my entire night, grrr, wasted. and poor monkey, have to wait with me. too bad i had my banana milk shake too early today, else can treat him. wahahah!

its great catching up though, learnt alot more, gained some insight, and i realised that if I am currently working, there's a tendency that I get to meet with fewer people, which surprises me that monkey hasn't been meeting our other common friends just 'coz they were working too. i think its the feeling of possible rejection coz you tend not want to stay out late when you have work the next day.

which brings to me how guilty i feel having to leave my monkey with only 5+ hrs of sleep before his 12 hours + shift. and also for having 'saved my life' today. i shall learn from today's lesson,

1. Always bring extra monkey money out
2. Be willing to give up some sleep hour to catch up with your friends
3. Share more with friends, especially if you have a concerned monkey like mine
4. Your attitude reflects much to others, ie, dont be too Kiasu
5. Expect the unexpected.

last was becoz i never expected my monkey to be that male-dominant, well, i didnt wanna use MCP coz its very negatively connotated, but i meant similar to it. i will be happy that the guy would care, but wouldnt be too happy if my holiday in a foreign land after 5+ months of stay by only an extra 7 days is not allowed by the other party. well, at least monkey will be happier when his gf returns. lol~

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Tuesday, October 14, 2008

hall life..

terrible rain today.

are you sure?

well actually the rain is good, but i wasnt in bed to enjoy it, thus terrible.

oh i see.

ok maybe the rain isn't that good. i practically swam to the MRT station today. this is one of the times when i wished i stayed/am still staying in hall.

how is hall life like?

well, you eat unhealthly (sometimes/most of the time eating alone), you sleep at irregular hours, you tend more to exercise though, you seem to have more friends, and you (ok, i mean me) tend to be late for lectures, or, even better, skip it. but deep down, its great coz you have more privacy.

aeh..dont you have enough of it now?

true. but well, its different types of privacy. i'm glad to have experienced hall life, though not thoroughly (eg went for v. fewfew supper hops), but at least thats where a part of me had been. part of uni life i could never have experienced if i had been a home stayer for the past years.

with this, i wanna be a healthier me tonight, so goodnight world. =)

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Saturday, October 11, 2008

HR Challenge anyone?

HR Challenge anyone?
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Wednesday, October 8, 2008

宝宝贝贝的回忆 - 原天下有情人,宝宝贝贝在一起

came home with a lovey dovey couple just now. haha seriously dont know where to place myself. so sweet of them. this made me think, abt how missy chen could be wishing that she was single now. this made me think, abt how so many couple had so easily rode pass their 1st year. this made me think, abt how 天时地利人和 is so so important, abt how 对的人出现在对的时间,vs 错的人出现在对的时间… what is 对/错 的人? and what, then, is a measure to rightness of time?

tonight, there is half a moon, half an opened eye, half a woulded confidence, and half a me.

幾米's book : 又寂寞又美好

you'll never know who'll be worse off than you......

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Tuesday, October 7, 2008

oh oh

oh no oh no!

Dear MISS. (me) :

"NTU LIBRARY BILL NOTICE"

We are taking the liberty of drawing your attention tothe following outstanding bill.

Please pay this bill using any of the Library e-payment kiosk.

For further details regarding payment, please refer to http://www.ntu.edu.sg/library/membership/rules/Pages/Overdue.aspx

For further clarification, please contact us at tel:6790-5210 (Mon - Fri 8.30am - 5pm, Sat 8.30am - 4pm) or email : circulation@ntu.edu.sg.

Thank you.

Introduction to operations research / Frederick S. Hillier, Gerald J. Lieberman. Hillier, Frederick S. date billed:21/8/2008 bill reason:RESERVE OVD amount due: $0.50

seriously ar.. I dont take ops research you know. the fine was not paid because the woman wanted to go for lessons. you ar.. why are we so different despite the similarity..? no meow..roar! =E

oh yes oh yes!

An opportunity has arisen to explore South Korea- A Winter Wonderland from 3 - 11 December 2008. The objectives of the planned programme are to:

a. Conduct site visits to NTU university partners- Ewha Womans University, Yonsei University, Korea University and KAIST (Daejeon).
b. Gain first- hand insights into South Korea's R&D landscapre, how technological companies operate in South Korea.
c. Enlarge professional network of contacts for NTU students in S. Korea.

NTU is currently sourcing for sponsorships to lower the cost of the trip. Interested students are advised to be prepared to bear the total cost. Any sponsorship and/or remaining amount will be reimbursed after the trip.

anyone interested?? i've signed up wor :D

woah woah!

there's this show on ch U now abt places in china. started with shanghai, then proceeded to other 浙江 areas such as hangzhou, and i rembr abt the time we walked highlow to find a pub.. in the end it was starbucks (now still, hahaha) .. then suddenly heard this term 河坊街.. but i just cant rembr which state its in.. the show also introed abt the place 绍兴 (鲁迅故乡) which i didnt go..

next week. next week same time at 8pm, it'll show abt the other parts of the yellow plot of land =)

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Men are from Mars, Women are from Venus

just before i pop into bed and end this long day, i would like to thank piggy for this virtual support. i really help me to know that pple are hearing my voice, and esply to you who seldom reads blog =P

There's no doubt about it. Men and women are wired differently. Men know this, yet they continue to use the same, ineffective tactics to try to get women. What's even more stunning is that they are surprised when those tactics don't work. So, just what are those differences and how do they effect the way that men and women communicate?

doesnt it interest you how to improve your relationship with your partners/future-partners? recently i've been reading this book.. there are so many covers to it that I could hardly find the one I'm reading.. but here you go.

though still half way through, I thought it is a great book. how it relates and explains women so well. this is until I was talking abt this book to my friends, and one commented that it is not anymore relevant to the current situation/society context. while this friend said that the book was written to explain the context and not the other way round which shld have been (i was utterly confused so dont expect me to explain his stand logically. haha), the other friend said it is not useful to him. lol~

but i was thinking. if i had read this book earlier, would i be saved? it takes two hands to clap, just as it takes two person to understand to work towards coherence. i thought i could known when not to say what, but would i be understood when i will need what? unless, if the person is sensitive enough.

in different points of a person's life, there are different supports. as one would call, pillars of support, but to me, it somehow isnt ever the same. and yet, they all had the same symbol to me, that these people understood me, understood my needs, and were there to help me through. in the point i could no longer take it anymore, -punch me if i hadnt ever thanked you- i was really really glad and thankful that i had a shoulder to cry on, and a person to rant to. i was a baby. hahaha! it was probably a small gesture, but it was my needs. i know it without understanding it. like how i know guys like to have their little privacy but never really understanding it. and i really really am ___ (words cant fill in my feelings) i hope i'm making sense to all. oops hahaha!

i like my memories, and reading this book while thinking back, it was really nice that i wasnt reprimanded for being too 'fierce' - you know, like when i was harsh. hahaha now i feel so bad though i didnt mean it that way. its interesting to explore a guy who shows their opposite masculinity when they do sit down and listen instead of give advices, to heed and take on your advices when you give them, to receive your 'commands'. no, please dont be mistaken, its not a negative connotation. maybe i'll just sum it in a short sentence, women (me) will learn from now to see how rare it is, and give thanks to them - verbally - to show my appreciation. i missed my chances, so here it goes, i know it will be caught =)

just one thing to note. to some people, too too warm a gesture will scare pple away. (its a different topic. pple who knows yes i write vaguely. pple who dont, now u do. hahah) i cant take it unless i see sparks. till now, i see none from anywhere. in anycase, thats the impression i get so dont if no one wants to be mistaken, then never toootooo. so yeah, but thank you, and I should learn not to scare the party off in return, but instead, say in a nice way.

maybe a book can teach me - if i have time to explore it. wahhaha!

and if u peepz have time, do explore this page especially on the quotation segment =)

with this, good night and 加油 to all muggers and jobseekers. me included. wahhaha!

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Monday, October 6, 2008

Stupid Starhub

seriously.. just as i thought I could finally have it changed, I was emailed a sorry and that the information was ALL wrongly conveyed. what the.... the least they could do was to call me and note that to me huh.

countless problems.. countless displeasure with them.. seriously why am I still signing my plan with them?!

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Rejection from Shell... argh

have just reached home some 10 mins ago, and the first thing i did even before i go for dinner is to register for the thurs public sector networking event.. anyone going?

anyway I was/am damn sad. terribly. it was only just ystd that I was saying that the coy has started checking on applicants' résumé.. and today I've received an email from them. it definitely isnt a pleasant one if i were/am to be sad. whywhywhy? so fast so cruel.. maybe coz I didnt provide my credentials.. argh. anyway so piggy wont hear from me abt any news of that le, coz i wont get anymore news from them.. good luck to you~ oinkz.

it will truly be a very very busy time from now on. i've got a sudden msg from monkey today to meet up.. i think he's damn bored to be offering a dinner and movie treat for company.. hahaha! but even with that incentive i couldnt bear to go thinking of my thurs quiz and also that dinner was already prepared at home.. sigh too bad.. so busy.. thinking back, i wonder how it was coped..

anyway, one interesting thing to note and end-off this post before I go for dinner, is the way we engineering students call our tests as tests or quizes, whereas non-engineering students will call it mid-terms. at first, I thought it was only for SMU dudes, but just yesterday when the bananas gathered, my maths and CS friend pointed out that they called theirs as mid-terms, and seriously wondered why we call ours as quizes. seriously, why ar? hil said they have quizes too, but the term 'quiz' would mean that it takes only a portion of 3-5% of the total allocation, whereas mid-terms for them have a weightage of about 20-30%. and for us, there is nothing known as 3-5%. i think our profs see the bigger picture than small tests of 3-5% allocation to ensure consistency. either that we have simply no time to fit in those stuff. wooo. but seriously, cant we also call our quizes as mid-terms? it sounds so much more pro. furthermore, we should achieve a consistency tog with other schools (even within NTU) righttto? :-)

okie 8:20pm now. time to mummum le... =)

oh btw, the movie house bunny is so nice to watch. worth 8-9 bucks, but 10 maybe isnt. so nice.

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Wednesday, October 1, 2008

Mr. Fix-It and the Home-Improvement Committee

The most frequently expressed complaint women have about men is that men don't listen. Either a man completely ignores her when she speaks to him, or he listens for a few beats, assess what is bothering her, and then proudly puts on his Mr. Fix-It cap and offers her a solution to make her feel better. He is confused when she doesn’t appreciate this gesture of love. No matter how many times she tells him that he’s not listening, he doesn’t get it and jeeps doing the same thing. She wants empathy, but he thinks she wants solutions.

Life on Mars

Martians value power, competency, efficiency, and achievement. They are always going things to prove themselves and develop their power and skills. Their sense of self is defined through their ability to achieve results. They experience fulfilment primarily through success and accomplishment.

Everything on Mars is a reflection of these values. Even their dress is designed to reflect their skills and competence. Police officers, soldiers, businessmen, scientists, cab drivers, technicians, and chefs all wear uniforms or at least hats to reflect their competence and power.

They don’t read magazines like Psychology Today, Self, or People. They are more concerned with outdoor activities, like hunting, fishing, and racing cars. They are interested in the news, weather, and sports and couldn’t care less about romance novels and self-help books. They are more interested in “objects” and “things” rather than people and feelings. Even today on earth, while women fantasize about romance, men fantasize about powerful cars, faster computers, gadgets, gizmos, and new more powerful technology. Men are preoccupied with the “things” that can help them express power by creating results and achieving their goals.

Achieving goals is very important to a Martian because it is a way for him to prove his competence and thus feel good about himself. And for him to feel good about himself he must achieve these goals himself. Someone else can’t achieve them for him. Martians pride themselves in doing things all by themselves. Autonomy is a symbol of efficiency, power, and competence.

Understanding this Martian characteristic can help women understand why men resist so much being corrected or being told what to do. To offer a man unsolicited advice is to presume that he doesn’t know what to do or that he can’t do it on his own. Men are very touchy about this, because the issue of competence is so very important to them.

Because he is handling his problems on his own, a Martian rarely talks about his problems unless he needs expert advice. He reasons: “Why involve someone else when I can do it by myself?” He keeps his problems to himself unless he requires help from another to find a solution. Asking for help when you can do it yourself is perceived as a sign of weakness.

However, if he truly does need help, then it is a sign of wisdom to get it. In this case, he will find someone he respects and then talk about his problem. Talking about a problem on Mars is an invitation for advice. Another Martian feels honoured by the opportunity. Automatically he pits on his Mr. Fix-It hat, listens for a while, and then offers some jewels of advice.

This Martian custom is one of the reasons men instinctively offer solutions when women talk about problems. When a woman innocently shares upset feelings or explores out lout the problems of her day, a man mistakenly assumes she is looking for some expert advice. He puts on his Mr. Fix-It hat and begins giving advice; this is his way of showing love and of trying to help.

He wants to help her feel better by solving her problems. He wants to be useful to her. He feels he can be values and thus worthy of her love when his abilities are used to solve her problems.
Once he has offered a solution, however, and she continues to be upset, it becomes increasingly difficult for him to listen because his solution is being rejected and he feels increasingly useless.

He has no idea that by just listening with empathy and interest he can be supportive. He does not know that on Venus, talking about problems is not an invitation to offer a solution.

To summarize the two most common mistakes we make in relationships:
1. A man tries to change a woman’s feelings when she is upset by coming Mr. Fix-It and offering solutions to her problems that invalidate her feelings.
2. A woman tries to change a man’s behaviour when he makes mistakes by becoming the home-improvement committee and offering unsolicited advice or criticism.

In pointing out these two major mistakes, I do not mean that everything is wrong with Mr. Fix-It or the home-improvement committee. These are very positive Martian and Venusian attributes. The mistakes are only in timing and approach. A woman greatly appreciates Mr. Fix-It, as long as he doesn’t come out when she is upset. Men need to remember that when women seem upset and talk about problems it is not the time to offer solutions instead she needs to be heard, and gradually she will feel better on her own. She does not need to be fixed.

A man greatly appreciates the home-improvement committee, as long as it is requested. Women need to remember that unsolicited advice or criticism – especially if he has made a mistake – make him feel unloved and controlled. He needs her acceptance more than her advice, in order to learn from his mistakes. When a man feels that a woman is not trying to improve him, he is much more likely to ask for her feedback and advice.

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Tuesday, September 30, 2008

cold weather

i love this weather.

it is good for sleeping.

but too bad, my nose doesnt like it.

i've been sniffing and sneezing since evening.

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terrible school network

seriously man, NTU's internet service is terrible. it took them so long to discover that the quicklinks wasn't quick, save for the drop down function that was recently implented. and what is the search bar on the main site for if it couldn't assist my search?! filling up the Shell application now, I was wanted to clarify my GPA standing, and went to NTU search bar to key in that as a search keyword. and pathetic results was what I was returned with. in the end i had to turn to yahoo search engine to retrieve this document. and what is the school doing with two duplicated files in the database?! great! =E

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外滩十八号 - 袁成杰 & 戚薇

所有混乱的感觉
无可救药的一切
太多一切 太多情节
太多伤痛的理由让我无法拒绝
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Monday, September 29, 2008

宝宝贝贝的回忆 - 朋友别气馁!


thank you ~
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Sunday, September 28, 2008

我不停的举手发问却没有人告诉我答案

i seriously don't know whether i should or not get pissed.

my dear friend, i'm really sorry, you know, if I had gotten on your nerves.

i do not seem to be able to ravel through this. have i been domineering or agressive in our discussions? if you notice, I make it a point to get everyone involved, and that seriously includes you when I think you are lost. i do what i think i should when i see the discussion going off wire by rephrashing and trying to get it back on path. have i wasted too much of your time with it then? please let me know if i have, the discussions are indeed too long i agree, but this proj is not too engineering as many of this sem's proj are, so if you think this can be managed solely by splitting work and not having discussions to ensure the understanding, then i cant argue you through coz i think otherwise.

or let me see, have i been too harsh on you? hey friend, i never will see you as just a project mate you know. and that's past the line of friendship that even binds me on being a nice project mate. but sometimes things has to be delivered and thats why tasks are allocated. i am really not sure why my fault lies, but hopefully you can see that i'm not trying to cannibalize you or having taken you for granted in the project group because of the friendship between us. seriously, do you know that for this report, i felt like i've typed half of its content, and that wasted the whole of yesterday when i had initially wanted to do 3 projects in a day, plus i even had to reject request to go out just because i have not finished typing my part. i'm not saying this to point out anyone who is at fault, for i fully understand it is up to me to type out my segment, and the time taken depends fully on myself to maximize.

or was it not the work allocation, but the last minute allocation i have given you that has pulled you to this last straw of exploding at me. having spent one day typing just 10 pages, I seriously do not want to spend another hour even at this module. And I admit that looking at the combined report less your segment, the part i have yet to get from you seems to be the least. and since everyone has submitted their parts to me, it makes it even more justifiable to request this out of you. a conclusion requires just a brief through of what has been covered, and can i foresee it as just a one or two paragraph thing to sum up with given your language standards. Did you know why also that you will be the last to edit the report, because given any mistakes that we have overlooked while editing, you could assist us by filling up the loophole and smoothening the language. is this not agreeable?

i have taken the time before and while typing this post to reflect as you had requested, and I really cant dig out the problem that is bothering you. if i were to extend out into our daily lives, there were probably some instances when i have moodswings and am grumpy that had affected you. as my character is, often in those times, i just needed to be left alone, to take a breather, and be back to normal. how much do you understand me? how much do you know about my personal life? do you even know that I have broken up with my ex? no, you don't. you are not sensitive enough to pick up my hints of befalling silence when you talk about him. and with that very reason for ill-knowledge that still exposes me to his name, which saddens me especially if I had to tell you of the truth. it is just me being more sensitive than many others, which is why i could be easily affected by things people arnt, and especially for your case oh which I seem to notice you are very much less sensitive.

maybe somewhere out there, the reason(s) that had gotten you so pissed had also been the reason(s) that had led me to hear some unfavourable things from the #3. i believe that a person can never be perfect in everyone's eye, and somewhere out there are things I have wrongly done/said that have picked up in people's heart. i could easily explode with that tone i get an hour ago, but i really wish to understand the problem out there. same for the things i've heard which i had eventually decided not to venture in further to clarify. seriously, as I had told you before, if you want me to truly understand, you've got to be alittle vocal and explain things out. Now that i am asking and taking the time to listen, it just takes your part to explain it out. I do not hope for things to sour just because of this project, and moreso if it has to do with me, it will really help that you can point out what you see negative in your friend and thus allow myself to improve, or if wrongly 'accused', can allow the chance to clear up my name. an hour has been spent but not conclusion has yet been sumed up to.

for the very reason that i see a possible raise in my tone if i were to respond you there and then, I had chosen not to do it in case this situation sinks deeper down, down, down.......

我不停的举手发问
却没有人
告诉我答案

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Saturday, September 27, 2008

宝宝贝贝的回忆 - 送妳的花

link to 宝宝贝贝的回忆 - 礼物

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overview of part F1 tracks

enjoy while you can, and take pleasure in all the little things in your life. do take a little break when you get tired from work, and look out of your window. you may never have imagined what a wonderful sight it lies out there.

i hope that each of your lives are filled with fun and joy, and that there are little things that you can be grateful of. seek understanding in your current state that at least you are better than many out there. if you have to compare, compare with people below you.

hence i truly hope for you the best of this 3 days nights (including the weekends) especially with this splendid view out there. as much as i can hope, i know i could not be there.

J.Co Donuts

I wish to thank 2 other persons today. One for the humor and one for the patience. =)


I hope i can carefree-ly go to the beach soon. sigh. tomorrow is a(nother) new day.
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Friday, September 26, 2008

i am torn between...

doing lit review is strengthenous... it makes me review about the following.....

  i am torn between...

work ..and.. play

more time to work ..and.. going beach

staying in sing & be sure to go convo ..and.. going for US work and travel

studying out ..and.. concentrating in-house

project A ..and.. projects B, C, D, E, F

projects ..and.. FYP

boredom ..and.. fun

studious ..and.. un-striving (没有上进心)

no love ..and.. not loved

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Thursday, September 25, 2008

What is Short Selling?

Short selling or "shorting" is the practice of selling things the seller does not own, in the hope of repurchasing them later at a lower price. Often the sold item is 'borrowed' or 'rented' for the period of sale and re-purchase, and this constitutes as an attempt to profit from an expected decline in price, in contrast to the ordinary investment practice, where an investor "goes long," purchasing a security in the hope the price will rise. Strategies include purchasing derivatives known as puts (options in the short position) or futures.

To profit from the stock price going down, short sellers can borrow a security and sell it, expecting that it will decrease in value so that they can buy it back at a lower price and keep the difference. The short seller owes their broker, who usually in turn has borrowed the shares from some other investor who is holding his shares long; the broker itself seldom actually purchases the shares to lend to the short seller.[1] The lender of the shares does not lose the right to sell the shares.

Short selling is the opposite of "going long." The short seller takes a fundamentally negative, or "bearish" stance, anticipating that the price of the shorted stock will fall (not rise as in long buying), and it will be possible to buy at a lower price whatever was sold, thereby making a profit ("selling high and buying low," to reverse the adage). The act of buying back the shares which were sold short is called 'covering the short'. Day traders and hedge funds often use short selling to allow them to profit on trading in stocks which they believe are overvalued, just as traditional long investors attempt to profit on stocks which are undervalued by buying those stocks.

With effect from Monday (22 Sept), the SGX has imposed a fine to short-sellers who cannot deliver shares they sold within 4 days, and that will be at a penalty of 5 percent of the value of the failed trade subject to a minimum of S$1,000. This is in addition to the current processing fee for buying-in of S$30 per contract.

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Sunday, September 21, 2008

The Last Lecture

if you live properly, your dream will come to you




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Bus 106 to Holland Village

i can vividly recall the last time i've been to the area of the Fairlodge condo apartments. it was a stop for me to alight and cross over the road when I wanted to get my travel insurance done for the past trip.

and it was a scary stop. if I had known, i would never had stopped there. firstly, i needed to walk a long distance to get to a point i can cross the road without hurdles in between. second, that road was damn damn wide without any traffic light. thirdly, as there are no traffic lights in sight, the traffic seems never-ending, and you have to risk your life dashing across that long stretch of road.

which i almost had to repeat that stunt tonight.

i took a bus of which i wasnt familiar with, and had missed the stop i was supposed to alight to go holland V, and ended up almost having to alight at that scary place. lucky thing was that i 'discovered' my impending tragic early enough, and there was a long stop at the traffic light before that far-away busstop, as well as the contribution of a kind bus driver who allowed me to alight there.

lucky for me. phew*

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Saturday, September 20, 2008

cool animations


damn cool lar





Current Moon Phase


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random - about a dream...

its the weekend and the recess week! yeah! i know i should sleep earlier and i did really wanted (coz i'm really tired) but i just had work to do..

the work dragged coz i came home late. yup, i've been out today as a 'celebration' for the end of the half term. actually not much of a thing to celebrate though coz it'll soon zoom past anyway. hahaha! nevertheless, it was fun going out with this group of people. they're an extremely talkative and playful bunch, and as compared to the discussion of BTO flats and maximizing personal wealth from the guys on my side, these guys engage in more light-hearted conversations, as well as consTanT talks about girls - yeah, their radars are foReveR on. lol~

two totally different genres, two totally different levels of communication involved. emersing yourself in one means you have a higher tendency to form conversation topics and be aware of the things that group talk about. and it does hit me, I should be more reality-focused. I should open my eye wider and read more, as what someone once commented months ago. yes, open up.

*ps: search on You Tube this song :: How Six Songs Collide. lovely!

yesterday night i slept late too, but being a weekday still, i should have been more strict on my sleep timings, and have been caught 'awake at the wrong time'. hahaha! ok, i'll have to treat drink le. and prolly it was coz of the late hours i popped into bed that I think had resulted me in having a bad night yesterday. i dreamt. and i do consider having dreams = bad night coz your sleep is distrupt by thoughts. anyway, yup, i had a dream about being consoled by someone with a pat on the head. to me, having a real pat on the head is truly heartwarming, and it melted me in my dreams. when i woke up, the images and feelings still lingered on vividly (even till now as I type), and even though i still had the longing feeling for love, i know i'm not in field of reaching one...

i wonder how long does it take to come, for the next person who can make me .flutter.

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Wednesday, September 17, 2008

Lantern Burning Festival 2008

dang! i've missed watching the fullest moon of 八月十六. did it watched me home? for all i know, i'm home and it is unable to watch me through those thick walls of civilisation.

but it was great having celebrated 八月十五 on sunday with the hubbers. an interesting note is that we've met for the 3rd time in 1 wk then, and it was record breaking for us. hahaha! though there was just the 4 of us (as it has usually been the case when candy is away and wanL is too busy to join us), we had real great fun. Burning lantern was the theme, so was burning kai, and so we did, but only the former of course. we ended the burning session at the deserted road (which interesting was wide and branched out from nowhere, and ended abruptly just as it closes to a pedestrain path, beside which is another road), after which we went to the central for some pasar malam food and end of the day there.

it was a long travel back for me considering i had to travel northwards down, and occupied me with was not the book i brought along but another half hr of over-the-phone consolation talk. i hoope my handphone bill doesnt burst this month. hahaha

oooh yes, i must mention this, the book. on monday itself on the way northwards, i started reading this book "For One More Day". I'm sure most of you have heard of it before, but yes, i'm slow in only just having started to read this, but nevertheless not too late. as till now, i'm 4/5 done, not as exciting as Tuesdays with Morrie though it seems. but anyway, the interesting thing is, among the remaining 3 who went on mon night to Burn Lanterns, 2 had borrowed the book, and one had coincidentally brought it along as well! just as i started reading mine. lol~ and even more appalling is that as i was keeping the book in the 179 bus on tues when i brought to sch, i saw the girl who was seating next to me reading that same book! omg. hahaha! is it the phenomenon that people tends to take more notice in things they participate in? or is it just so qiao..? i'm sure its been ages since i last saw anyone reading the book. and suddenly 3 at a go? lol~

i'm sure thats an interesting book that i have thats why everyone seems to be reading it. look at the pages, even that is interesting - fyi. it's stuck together and needs cutting! hahaha!

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Sunday, September 14, 2008

秋天别来 - 候湘婷

it has been raining so very often recently. and the rain is increasing my frequency of being in a drowsy/sleepy state. yawnz* 秋天 is coming!

在下一个秋天来临
如去年同样月圆之际
有人陪你 谁会陪你

i recall the best of my record for this sem is to have taken a 3 hour nap. oh my 天! and for that night, i slept extremely late considering i had to wake up ard 8+am the next day. argh. i resolute to sleep before 12am and wake up by 8am on weekdays, and sleep by 1am and wake up by 9am on weekends!! i'm doing my best in enforcing this to myself by writing this rule out you know. see my determination! hahahah so please please help me with this. >.< . make sure i wake up ookie? you'll get a prize if you happen to catch me still aslp at the wrong time =/

one year has passed, and it is back to the mid-autumn festival. actually come to think of it, autumn = 秋天, so 秋天 has long arrived. summer is gone, back to the cooling weather. filled with sad happiness. roar.

and so, the moon is once again at its all-year roundest-state. last year, the moon was following me home; a month ago, the round moon was also following me as i walked the very same way home. but it was different. it is different. in a year's time from today, will I still have the time to wonder if the moon is following me? will I be happier than now?

在秋天来临之前
不再想你
秋天别来
……


我们都要
尽量靠近光亮
让心情温暖

i hope, i really hope so.

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Friday, September 12, 2008

pat-tor-logy

haha funny. i am giving advices to my friend who has, sadly, just broken up, and talking abt relationship issues in like 2 MSN windows? lol. is today a night for patorlogy as my friend has put it...? pat-tor-logy pronouced as such. hahaha!

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Sunday, September 7, 2008

KL Day 2!

1:59am . quite tired now actually. we just came back to the hotel/inn. howeverso, we have actually not accomplished much today, unless you consider eating...

First, we began with having breakfast. though we wanted to wake up at 7am, we ending up waking ard 8am, and leaving the inn at 9am, 15 mins behind schedule. okay this is a free-and-easy trip anyway =P we had breakfast at a street stall (bee hoon & chee cheong fun) despite initially having targetted KFC and A&W, and kaiy's tea from Tea King though its only king in its size ::


setting off at our stop Plaza Rakyat, we then went to buildings like urm , KLCC, Lot10, Sungei Wang (which is just opposite Lot10), Bejaya Times Square, Bangsar Plaza II.

oh and can you believe it, we had lunch at KFC!! (where you can just find in sg. lol~ it was because xiang's sis's bf had said it was nice, though it quite disappointed us all) and we had gone to 2 starbucks in the span of one afternoon! lol~ we didnt manage to shop coz we were just walking in shopping centers coz of the (stupid) rain!! hahaha! we should have guessed it -_-"

we almost went to the third starbucks for supper, luckily we had a better intro of this place called Xiao Yun Ding thanks to xiang's cousin, Kenneth. it was more for the view than the food, coz that place overseas like the commercial district area of KL.

quite obviously, the two buildings sticking out in the centre and towering the nearby buildings are the twin towers of mlysia.

oh our dinner was also at this rather posh place at the Bangsar Plaza II where he worked at. it was quite 'scary', coz one lamp was like 10,000RM! omg.

nownow am going off to play cards for awhile. brain dead, dunno what to blog about le. tata!

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