oh yeah! got another job appreciation conveyed by my club's pres.. she said the dunno who (i forgot) from the dunno which office (again i forgot) said the Year 4 farewell clip i did up was one of the best she had seen. and she said that the song selection (I chose Corrinne May's Fly Away) was really nice and suitable. hooray! actually i was already glad enough that it was accepted for i only used 2 days to rush it out, as compared to the one for Cyber Mania (word split to prevent googling) which I took 1 mth to complete. ahhh! what a contrast =3

poof. my job is finally over (well, after I put up the Farewell Dinner pictures later on). just gotta maintain the Forum to clear spam everyday. but the situation got worse. now the spams are up on the site almost everyday, which means I have to log on to clear them everyday! and that stretched over and past the exams and into holidays as I can very well foresee. pathetic me. does anyone have a suggestion to assist me in permanently removing the spams??? Its a 2005 released version (Ver2) of phpBB forum. I've already installed millions of spams bots, and even locked the email they needa enter to register such that it can only be NTU email. obviously they even manage to bypassed this and had their own email type (eg ___@gmail.com) under the email column of spammers who signed up there. so what i had to do whenever i see spam msgs/signups is to manually delete them. argH* and i'll have to do it asap so that people will not have less chance in seeing them. irritating!! help me someone, anyone, everyone please!!

note : i wish to untag myself for the time being and reply to the tagg-ed question when i have more time . (nono its not a contradiction that i have time to blog in general) =p

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hohoho! today is a bad bad day T.T

failed my quiz.. wasnt on form for my presentation just now.. and even accidentally lock a school acct that i was in charge of. luckily it was just a temporary lock. haiX. iM so tired now. after coming wednesday, i'll be free! .. to study .. /..\ argH* school life is so boring right >.<

was looking at this statistic by my hit counter there at the bottom right of the screen now. not bad ah, i've had a hit count of 118 since 4th March 2007 (excluding me of coZ). not bad not bad! and the timing that records the most visit is at 2aM! omg! so many owls out there (that includes me, tho =p) ! and there are visits recorded at every hour except 6am! hohoho! 1 at 7am, and 2 visits each for each of the 3 hourly intervals between 8 to 11am. wohoho! peepz, have you all not slept, not woke up early? LOL~!!

met mel at my hall canteen some time last week, and the first question she asked was "Where is your boyfriend?" hahahah! omG! penG* told her i hadnt, and ask her where's hers. and she said she hadnt one as well. i truthfully thought she had one c("o")o well, like she had mentioned, there is no point waiting for your one to appear. there is no need to give out and hold on to someone who doesnt reciprocrate your good. someone who isn't there for you. you have expectations for the one, so do they have for theirs. when matching does not come by, do not despair. to all singles out there, lets just take things naturally yea. do not try not to envy those who had found their one. they will find their way to you sooner or later. they will, won't they?

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ahhh this is so not right. i've been losing much of my beauty sleep just to complete some stuff for my CCA. that's my part, and i know its a result of much procrastination. haiX.. iM the only one to blame for.. /..\

but now that i can blog, iM gLad to say that it is done!! ahhh! i can study for my quiz tmL, peacefully, later in the day. argH*! i'll needa wake up at 840am for my 1 hour lesson! arr! lets see. it'll be break for 6 hrs, which i'll prolly stay in sch to study and do settle some stuff... then i'll have another 3 hr elective at 430pm.. hmm.. so after dinner, i shld be back ard 8.30pm ba.. i wonder if i still have the energy to study =_=

and i feel so amazing.. then i hadnt eaten much supper (i should say almost none!) these few weeks that i've been sleeping late. tho talking abt food now, iM already hungry (since ages ago) but becoZ of work, i've been too caught up to make myself even a warm cup of cerial or something. argH* iM starving!! but even more so, iM dead tired. >.< (zY i can uds how u feel when u have little sleep. but hey! its your holi! sleep more lah! grRrr :E)

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认错 - 林志炫

怎么才能让我告诉你　我不愿意　教彼此都孤独里忍住伤心

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its 8.55pm now, and i have to do an abstract (ie indiv summary) for my group report, compile the group report, and study for my quiz! not to mention bathe and wash clothes. argH* and i am already so very tired! ahhh >.<

there are just so many things that i wanna bLog about, but well, nxt time then..

( hehehe! so i can still think of perming/waving my hair huh =D but where comes the money?! /..\ )

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Operation Un-Brace

hahaha! news to all who visits, that Operation Un-Brace had failed. ahhh! ok lah, actually i called for the cancel of it. requested for a delay to the nxt visit to change to wearing of retainers as 1 of the 'gap' is still not completely filled. oOops* [well i do have plans this june to dye/highlight my hair, and maybe to perm it as well if i have enough $$] soOo not pretty pretty yet. awwW* ahhahahah!

my comm meeting had just ended some 1 hour ago.. i am really happy as a person will always be when their work is recognized, and even more so, praised. yep, had good feedbacks from ousiders, related to me by our maincommers, about the stuff i was managing under my portfolio. well iM really really happy, but of coZ, i had the help of my friend. special thanks to kahmenG coZ it was him who helped me along in the beginning. well, he prolly wont see this, but his effort is really appreciated. =)

so since iM really in a good mood after hearing all that, am now less hungry than i prolly would be since i've been eating v little recently (difficulty in biting after the recent tightening) ahahahha! but then again, i hear abit of grumbling from somewhere down there XD

since climbing back up to my cosy (but insect-filled) room some time ago, have been packing the sch work for tmL, cleared some insects off my table and drawer, and tidied up my stuff for abit. argh* soo many lessons tmL. will be damn busy from now onwards. well, that is a result of procrastination of my comm stuff. should have done it earlier, but well, busy doing other comm stuff and sch work. argh* luckily i hadnt been itchy handed enough to take up another main comm position under hall activity. woosh.

come on, let me see what i have on my agenda. this is the 9th week of sch. exams are starting in 4 weeks time. and i have yet to (and unable to) start revision. have a video clip for a major dinner event on nxt thurs to be done by sunday. however, i have 2 quizes and a report to submit on monday. there is another major gaming event on the day before that major dinner, that is on coming wed (ie. burnt), but there is yet another quiz on thursday 8.30am! ahh. can i wake up in time for it? do i have enough time to study for it? my monday lesson ends at 8.30pm and my tues lessons end at 5.30pm. hmm, mayb i can squeeze out time to study for the quiz on tues? brrr *worried*

so that makes it
thurs 15/03 : do video.
fri : do video.
sat : do report, study for 1st quiz.
sun : study for 2nd quiz, meeting regarding mon-wed gaming event.
mon : do tut! ahh*
tues : study for thurs quiz. short video clip for wed gaming event.
wed : revise abit for thurs quiz(?). finalize polish video for thurs dinner event.
thurs 22/03 : dinner event that ends at 11pm! argh!
fri : tut! prepare for nxt mon's presentation slides.
sat : study!! (finally!)
sun : study! rehearsal for presentation.
mon : presentation!

and i finally can catch up with everything after that. woot! ok, that plan is for myself. must structure abit. this 2 wks will past very fast. haiX. see, this is the reason i have no time for no other entertainment other than music and skype. (anyone has skype?) i dont msn le.. until after exams maybe. well lets see..... ..

2.16am finished typing~ oOoo~ see thats where time goes to. ahhhHhh!

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dichotomy

*tinktink* dichotomy [di·chot·o·my] division into two mutually exclusive, opposed, or contradictory groups: a dichotomy between thought and action.

Leaders must accept that the dichotomy between personal (emotional) and work( practical) is false and unhelpful. They should also understand that showing emotion is not a sign of weakness, but a sign of strength, and far from undermining their leadership, it may strengthen their credibility.

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short entry, for iM finally going home now. sounds like a foreigner typing a missing-home entry huh. XD nah.. looking forward to lunch at home.. soup!! dying of hunger since ystd night le /..\

and and and... iM moreso looking foward to the coming monday.. in less than 48 hours time.... ..

i will be removing my braces ! (if nothing goes wrong.) yippie!

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ahh! the situation is really getting worse. somehow, insects just come to my room to visit me. eh.. is praying mantis an insect in the first place? i noticed one on my heels outside my room, and it has been there since i was back earlier tonight. disgusting. its pincers are so big! i've since swept it away when i went to the bath room earlier on. argh*

and i've been sharing my bed with those stupid ants. sharing doesn seem to convey my detest for them huh.. argH* came back from a friend's birthday party earlier tonight feeling groggy and uncomfortable from the bus ride. nope, i didnt drink ahh. and i have a quiz tmL which i hadnt started much. sooo, i've decided to sleep early and wake early.. and just as i was about to flop in bed, i saw an ant, and another, and yet another, and more, and more on my blanket as well. and guess what, i spent like 10 mins trying to get rid of all visible ants in my dizzy state. argH* had picked the ants until i became more awake. argH* but well, a sleep is still necessary coZ i was uncapable of studying/doing anything in that state.

okay as i am typing, i saw an ant creep under my "ctrl" key of my lappy -_-

though i had just woke up some 1 hr ago to study, i had slacked pretty much of the first hour away. haiX. come on princess! study now and so that i can sleep for another 1 hr before going sch later!

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ants attack!

my hands stain the blood of hundreds of life.

sadly to update, i've been going on a huge massacre these few days and killing the lives of so many hundreds of innocent. but hey! who ask you guys to infest in my room? appearing just so often everywhere around my desk, on my notes and even on my laptop, on the walls, near my wardrobe, in my wardrobe, and even some venturing as far as to be found on my bed! argH* what are these ants doing man.. suddenly spotting so many of them after moving in to this new single room for more than a mth.

and i guess they have invited many of their friends to join them in haunting me huh.. killed a few spiders and insects within the past few days as well. argH* does anyone has any good and convenient-to-carry-out suggestions to ward these guys off permanently? i've been cleaning my desk almost once day now, and there are already ants poison left by the previous occupant. i've tried spraying perfume at some places, and ants seem to patrol less often in those areas. but spraying it everywhere is really too costly huh. loL~

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arh, today is the sleep time of this week. have been sleeping like 3+ am, 5+ am, and even 6am! the worse was the last 2 days, when i've slept at 5am consecutively for 2 nights mornings. argH* and to add on, the time is spent doing my club stuff. but it is quite satisfying now that i've finally completed this section of work, knowing that a large proportion of the school will be seeing my art work. woohoo!

this whole day, i've been constantly distracted by this loud music blasting seemingly a far distance away. i wonder which guy is blasting his music from his room. 独乐乐不如众乐乐 huh? tsK* only a guy will do this. and then i remember, that it was my guy friend who told me this (see iM not being sexist! >.<) he is was one big demonstrator of this example himself. blasted music loud enough so that he can enjoy the tumpbs tumpbs while bathing. errr, you can imagine the extent of the loudness. and still yet another friend who will blast music even though its in the dead of the night. i wonder why doesnt his neighbour complain. =p

and me, i've gotten myself a new speaker (old to the person whom i coped from) with bass and tremble function. finally. hope it works well (have 'crashed' afew times on me le >.<) ahahahha! well, cant expect it to be great stuff considering that it has turned yellowish.. wahhahaha! >.<

ahh, since iM taking time out to update now, might as well type more right? =p have not been in MSN for, erm, i think more than 2 weeks? oOops* well, in fact, its not even in my laptop! it came off my laptop when i had to back date to 2 mths ago when i reformat my laptop. ahhh! no, iM not proud of it. its just puzzling how i lost interest in online messenging. well, maybe its coZ i dont get much chats when iM online, and furthermore, i have no time to chat however much i feel like chatting. the only tool i have now is skype, and its just there to bai sui. arrrr! =p i wonder how long will it take for me to install? oOops. kekekeke!

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