I'm super dooper wooper hungry.
Life - Death - and a brush against it. As simple as a brush frill to swipe away the additional metal fragments from a drilled hole. Yet as terrible with a wrong move.
I laughed, but it haunted me.
I'm super dooper wooper hungry.
Through my window, I see half a glowing mango moving across the sky.
Sometimes it is so very bright and clear, but other times like now, it is rather misty.
Yet it looks still as luring.
Soon, that mango will retire behind the building in my view.
Soon, it will retire behind the horizon.
When will be my turn?
I'm really tired.
I am not alone.
19 others are busy-ing in preparation for tml's last show.
phew. i'm so tired.
my eyes are drooping, and I'm only halfway through my work.
ARGH
you would never ask me why
my heart is so disguised
i just can't live a lie anymore.
recently met up with a friend of which we (I) had a good time chatting away. some people are just better to relate to. we have for dinner at this place in PS called Ajitei Jap Cusine. pity him, had to accompany me in a walk all the way from Somerset to finally PS just to find a place to settle for dinner, whatsmore with his hungry stomach. oOops. hahaha! but i felt it was really worth the walk. its really too bad i cant get the pictures taken of the meal due to my pathetic phone that runs out of batt just so often. oh well. initial plan after dinner was to catch a movie, but but, the theatres dont want to make money from us ar.. the shows i wanna watch is at an impossible timing, or either, terrible seats. turned to a walk by the clarke quay river instead. its really a nice and relaxing place to be in.
chatted all our way through the night with the cool breeze blowing. i guess i really shared alot that night, for my mum told me the next day i seemed to have a nightmare. oh well, that happens when alot of things are being poured out.
right. life is like a drama. i shouldnt be the one seated there to see everything happening right? if i have never tried, i will never know right? people about me are moving in a pace too fast. look, iM 21 and yet still the same.
Ever since i was a child,
i'd felt that life is funny
It'll twist and turn, from dusk to dawn
yet stay the same...
i should move out of my comfort zone. give others a chance. give myself a chance. give the past a chance to retire, for good.
A man and his wife were having some problems at home and were giving each other the silent treatment. Suddenly, the man realized that the next day, he would need his wife to wake him at 5:00 AM for an early morning business flight. Not wanting to be the first to break the silence (and LOSE), he wrote on a piece of paper, "Please wake me at 5:00 AM." He left it where he knew she would find it. The next morning, the man awoke, only to discover it was 9:00 AM and he had missed his flight. Furious, he was about to go and see why his wife hadn't awakened him when he noticed a piece of paper by the bed. The message on the paper read, "It is 5:00 AM. Wake up."
Men are not equipped for these kinds of contests. God may have created man before woman, but there is always a rough draft before the masterpiece.
i don't like it. but yet, its not to my say. why?
interesting the next day will be 09/08/07. cool. tonight will be the latest of all the past few recent days that iM going to pop into bed. yet despite turning in early in the previous nights, i had a hard time getting a wink. last night was the best of the past 3 nights. i had only woken up twice in the night. i remember that on sunday night (leading to mon morning), i woke up easily up to 10 times! and that's not exaggerating. it is not because the school reopens that next day, but more so, i think it's due to the stuffiness of the room.
the second night was slightly better in the counts of being awaken. butbut, i had a terrible dream, which made me even more tired on tuesday despite the argument that tired people should rest well on the night to come. nono. i guess i was off the tipping point. i dreamt of myself being 2hrs and 15 mins late for GP exam. yes, that is how exact that i still remember. fancy dreaming of such stuff at the end of the first day of school. and to add on to the joke, i woke up slightly in the midst of the dream and told myself that phew its a dream, AnD i went back to sleep only to continue the dream. argh. i vividly remember myself choosing exactly which top i wanna wear to school (yes, for my in-dream exam), taking a cab, and rushing the cab driver, forgetting the exam time (funny, as i never will) and evaluating on how i wld still be late even if i remember the exam time wrongly. yes, evaluating in my sleep. just imagine how much brain cells i've killed used that night. terrible. it to top it off, it is not making situationgs any better that i had consecutive lessons from 8.30am to 4.30pm that day with only an hr break after my first lecture. i wondered how i survived.
tonight, i must get a really good sleep to compensate for all the previous nights. i should have gone home to embrace my nice bed. but. oh well, meeting ended too late. terrible.
家家有本难念的经。
旁观者总是看得更清楚。
today, i got a treat from a friend - Pinky, whose girlfriend was supposed to join us midway through. however, due to some misunderstandings, she did not. though there was rather a heated arguement over the phone due to some little things that meant quite some to the lady but apparently not to my friend, and the tone that he used wasn't really friendly, she should see how frantically he was doing his best to locate her in the midst of all those people. when a couple, or even friends, are in an argument, one party usually does not see or recognize as much of the effort put in by the other party as by-standers would. sadly, people may simply end up saying things like i hate you and me.
sadly, people easily give up the chance and fate that has been brought to them.
sadly, they choose to let go without giving the other party a chance.
and sadly, they live to regret.
我该走了，
你的手呢？
有没有一点点舍不得？
每一件不得不放手的玩具，
总算带来过快乐。
每一段不得不完结的关系，
只是一种选择。
如果美好记忆，
还算难忘，
为什么还会记得悲伤？
不如这样，
我们一直拥抱到天亮。
如果关怀是种补偿，
还有什么不能原谅？
倒不如这样，
我们回到拥抱的现场，
证明感情总是善良，
残忍的是人会成长。
is the flower depending on the vase,
or is it brightening up the lonely thing?
ahar! this is cute. i remember seeing something similar to this during last year's Insiny ur camp, which they later wanted to sell the bunch of them, but which i found no purpose in buying. luckily. I vaguely remember it to be cheaper than this set of smiley, and cuter, but what is the use of these palm size thingy to me. body scrub? loL~
some things are simply nice to see but of no use to keep with you
