一个人的一生中能初恋多过一次吗？歌名不就是采用了单单一个“又”字来说明其中的矛盾了吗？难道不初的恋可当“初恋”
要看你这么定意你那恋情吧……
如果说初恋是初次对那某一个人谈，那么每一次的恋情都可说是初恋。
又或许，你第一次的恋情失败，想一笔勾销的话，那你下次的恋情也可算是你的初恋。
那么说，人人都可以永远的初恋下去……
这样的说法可真有点荒谬。若初恋还得附上编号，在你认为，哪可还算得上是真真实实的“初恋”？
－ 你 “又初恋”了吗？
每一次从爱里离开
就像是心被切一块，切一块
下次再也不敢放胆爱
谁知道主歌才一半
桥段都还没唱出来
就突然你的出现爆破了悲哀
我吃了铁牛运功散
因为我内伤好犀利
When you thought I wasn't brave enough to walk beside you
I was behind you every step of the way
Still filled with awe because of the beauty that stands before me
When you thought I was too deaf to hear your heartbeat
I didn't want to assume anything
And I was afraid to lose our friendship
When you thought I wasn't there to catch you
It was because you never gave me the chance
You never reached the bottom, you've already grabbed a branch
If you feel like you are nowhere, I too am lost
I too don't know where the road is going
Are we just going to turn around,
Or are we gonna cross each other's path?
Will we just let go of what we had
Or go to the place where love is bound?
Don't let me walk alone
I want to walk by your side
Don't let me talk of something else
It's you I want to talk with
Don't let me fall for someone else
It's you I want to fall in love with.
one major project down, and one last one to go.
it was a relief that nights of CAMping at the cad CAM lab (rhymes huh) has came to an end. though it was fun at times, its a headache in most in having to solve all the issues with cosmos, rendering, report, poster etc. I think my team is simply not being efficient in getting things done. hahahah! if not for an external help, i would most likely be stuck and unable to complete my cosmos simulation. so, thank you. >.<
to spell an end to that chapter of project work, i've given myself a small treat to a movie session after the submission of the project. yup, its been close to 3 months since i've been to a cinema, and that last show that i've caught is Ratatouille. But yesterday's movie wasnt quite as entertaining as Rat. then again, all else was better. came back hall in time for an early night's sleep with zero work done once again.
accomplishing zero work is a headache for me while bearing in mind that the next project is due in 7 days, with a target report of 40~60 pages, but only 1 done so far. shit. and to think that i am just given the responsibility not too long ago to complete most of the report. sigh. another weekend into project work. when can i start revision?!!
the only comfort i get from that stress is that i can better share my concern with people around me. and i choose to believe that these people are not the types to eat up the words they so often use.
tous, sais tu t'en iras tous.
sais coeur ouvert à l'univère ou.
suis ta quête sans regarder derrière,
n'attends pas, que le jour se lève.
suis ton étoile va jusqu'où ton rêve t'emporte,
un jour tu le toucheras,
si tu crois si tu crois si tu crois, en toi.
suis ta lumière, n'étint pas la flamme que tu portes,
au fond de toi souviens toi,
que je crois que je crois que je crois, en toi...
