Friday, December 30, 2016
Sunday, November 27, 2016
School Days...Those were the days
How many of those whom you received festive/random letters from in the school days are you actually still in contact with?
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Monday, November 14, 2016
Sunday, June 12, 2016
Tuesday, May 31, 2016
think... people think..!
sometimes you think you know... and you don't listen
sometimes you think you're right... and you quote the past
sometimes you think you're smart... but you don't make sense to me
so stop freaking acting big time and start to actually connect!
argh
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sometimes you think you're right... and you quote the past
sometimes you think you're smart... but you don't make sense to me
so stop freaking acting big time and start to actually connect!
argh
Thursday, May 12, 2016
Thursday, May 5, 2016
Tuesday, April 19, 2016
odd dream about work
I had a very odd dream yesterday night.
About waking up in shock at 1am suddenly remembering that I had a flight to Sydney to catch at 3am.... I started dumping clothes into my luggage which just happens to be lying there empty and open, and by the time I'm dumping it was 2am and I decided I won't make it. So I called the airline asking for the next flight and i got one for 8am later that morning. I even recall the agent charging me ~160 for this change and I was thinking to myself shit I'm going to be missing part of the meeting, but at least though I'll be there before the day ends. the me in my dream went back to bed and again got stunned awaken at 6am.
I can't recall if the dream had ended there or maybe a happy ending. but I must be wanting to go Sydney for work enough to be thinking that. Who will sweep me there?
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About waking up in shock at 1am suddenly remembering that I had a flight to Sydney to catch at 3am.... I started dumping clothes into my luggage which just happens to be lying there empty and open, and by the time I'm dumping it was 2am and I decided I won't make it. So I called the airline asking for the next flight and i got one for 8am later that morning. I even recall the agent charging me ~160 for this change and I was thinking to myself shit I'm going to be missing part of the meeting, but at least though I'll be there before the day ends. the me in my dream went back to bed and again got stunned awaken at 6am.
I can't recall if the dream had ended there or maybe a happy ending. but I must be wanting to go Sydney for work enough to be thinking that. Who will sweep me there?
Sunday, April 17, 2016
why do you care?
Wednesday, April 6, 2016
Bicentennial Man - movie
Awesome movie. It's been so long since I felt that love. and heartache
http://m.imdb.com/title/tt0182789/
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http://m.imdb.com/title/tt0182789/
Saturday, March 5, 2016
Friday, January 29, 2016
is that so difficult?
I only want to be appreciated
I only want to be heard
is that so difficult?
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I only want to be heard
is that so difficult?
Monday, January 11, 2016
a dream is but a dream
hello world, it's me, going to work on a Monday morning in a crowded and gray train. The combination for me is blue top gray skirt and black heels today, a total mismatch. I'm as blue as I could ever get. No, it's not that I had a bad weekend, in fact it had been great, a very lovely lunch on Saturday and another superb catch-up on Sunday. No it wasn't that, it was all but a dream....
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I'm in Taiwan, I was walking around a night market, I saw some nice looking snacks and was trying around thinking of buying them. The taste was great too, so I asked for the price. The lady said to me 1000, and I converted them by a JPY exchange rate giving me $10 over dollars for three pieces of honey sweet. After some negotiating I decided not too buy, that's too crazy a price. The real life me would have counted the three sweets as costing $40 instead.
I was in a Taiwan locomotive, that was a bus perhaps. I had a company, and we were both looking out of the window. As the bus passes uphill we saw a fireman on a window still, holding on to a mother and child who's dangling outside a third floor window. We were all screaming for them to stay calm and not do a silly act. In the midst of the watching, screaming and pointing, I somehow managed to take out my phone and snapped some pictures. I remember I was in square photo mode, and I reminded myself again not to keep it in square mode. As the bus made the turn around the back of the building, the mother let go of herself/loosen grip and fell with her child. I was snapping away. Amazingly the mother child were unharmed. They quickly stood up and scamper away. I said to myself I'll quickly upload this to the news agency, not sure what for.
I was roaming around the school, not sure alone or with company. Someone walked up to me with a letter. It says my long time friend has always loved me. I hugged my friend and cried so hard at the point that I woke myself up. Then I found that I had been dreaming, and my face was entirely dry. Soon after I fell asleep in the warm room, but the feeling of emptiness welled up and I'm tearing as I type this. Time and again Monday's have been blue to me, but that was dreading work or knowing the boss would be back from a long trip and may be grouchy. Today, I just want to wind down at a corner and cry my heart out.
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On my way to work I got reminded of a dream I had in my school days. I was in a very dark room walking up a flight of stairs protruding from the wall and without any railing. I receive a very warm and comforting hug from the back. In my dream I never knew who it was. When I woke up then I had no one to give me this hug. And at this moment I would love a nice tight wrap around and a pat on my back.
I'm not sure how I can last even this morning...
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