Thursday, December 31, 2009

Tomorrow

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Happy New Year!


愿各个在不同世界角落的朋友们,会有个温馨的新年。

佳节愉快!

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Wednesday, December 30, 2009

《我的心中每天开出一朵花》

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Tuesday, December 29, 2009

《我只能为你画一张小卡片》

那天下午,我追到车站时,火车正要启动。我找不到一双贴着车窗热切找寻我的眼睛。火车驶去,也看不见有人站在对面月台微笑着挥手的电影画面,或留下任何爱的线索。只有一片空寂,无限的哀戚。

我在无人的候车室坐了好久,看着斜阳射入古旧车站内,步步逼近又渐渐黯去。都五月了,我竟觉得好冷。

我要和他重新来过吗?还是让这段情,随风飘散?我真的不知道了。

回家的路上,我想了很久,但是,又什么事也没有想出来。糊里糊涂睡一觉。心里还是好彷徨,难道我已被爱情的火车远远地抛下了吗?

P.S 家里电灯坏了,瓦斯没了,停水了。出门时又遗失了一把伞,我真是倒霉透了。

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Monday, December 28, 2009

《照相本子》

你为什么还在拍照?
为什么还在取角度?
为什么还在拍特写?
为什么还拍个不停?
妈妈就要醒来了。
妈妈就要醒来了!

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Sunday, December 27, 2009

《听几米唱歌》

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Saturday, December 26, 2009

《蓝调》


这是不真实的城市,飘着不真实的情感。
让我如何去说,当我的话从口中飘然而出。
当它飘在我的面前,我只能徒劳注视着它的虚情假意。
让我如何去说,当我的声音在城市的上空悄然划过,没有人注意它瘦弱变了形的翅膀。
这样也罢,这样也好,痛哭的时候,没有人来打扰。

递给我你的手,这是我和墙角的对话。
我让你躲藏,我让你依靠,它说。
于是我躲了进去。但我不甘寂寞,我又跳了出来,在热闹的街上张牙又舞爪。
我不愿停下,我不敢停下,停下就会看到真相,一切的平庸,找不到可以注视的眼神。
于是我跳着,于是我舞着,我想象炽热的目光,我想象着,在想象中我快乐生存。

然后我累了。
我坐在街道中央。
人们从我的身体里穿过,我是透明的存在。
你可以摸摸我的脸吗?不,漂亮的人儿,你看不到我。
你穿过了我的脸,踏过了我的心,你走了,不曾回头。

我哭了吗?是的,我哭了。
污浊的泪,掉落在阒静无声的柏油路上。舞会结束了,我的纸人们,我的竹灯笼。
穿街而过的黑暗,你是我的慰藉,你带我进入梦乡。
睡吧,睡吧。
除了沉睡,还能去相信谁?


extracted from J in Shanghai

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中国。上海

picture koped from leijade

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Friday, December 25, 2009

午夜的星光



《我的心中每天开出一朵花》几米
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Thursday, December 24, 2009

《照相本子》

当时我真的得意的笑了,
没有留意它哭了!
或许是因为痛吧!
还是怨恨这是一场不公平的游戏。
如果钓鱼的人,
嘴里也含着鱼钩来搏斗,
输的鱼,是不会掉泪的。

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Wednesday, December 23, 2009

《星空》

你是谁?你又在哪里?

两个人的心空?

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一刀两断

难道 掉了甚么便没有甚么
这些桌椅都曾经对座
坐着也是难过
离座亦痛楚

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Dec 22nd '09

the games were actually quite boring. I think that comes with going in a big group. but ok, i'm

happy =)

.. and tired... and full. hahaha

oh no my appetite has shrunk with a downside to it! time to really commence on project X.

X

yawnz!
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Tuesday, December 22, 2009

大头呆脑的猪

猪头猪脑猪身猪尾巴
从来不挑食的乖娃娃
每天睡到日晒三杆后
从不刷牙,从不打架

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Monday, December 21, 2009

《我的心中每天开出一朵花》

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我是小披风

我是小披风,
它们好给我面子哦;
交叉的最后一班列车刚好停在我那一站。

我是小披风,
幸好搭上了;
随着风儿在一个异常的时间飘了回来。

我是小披风,
它们认识我;
今晚把来的风儿把我吹得很爽,很爽...
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Sunday, December 20, 2009

《照相本子》

唱到後来,大家都累了。
只有你依然生猛的嘶吼。
那一首歌出现时,我们都知道要安静,
听你边哭边唱到最後,
然後递上面纸,递上红酒,
然後疯狂叫好。
靡靡之音治疗萎靡的心情,功效很好。

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Saturday, December 19, 2009

周末下午

别再问了,有时候我就只想在家这样懒散的度过一个平静的周末……

但是有时候,却太多时候了…
ت

以永无止境的堕落
需要音乐取暖
喜欢一个人孤独的时刻
但不能喜欢太多
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Friday, December 18, 2009

Hoolah Night

haha tonight is a crazy night because...

1. s41 last min gathering -> eventually cancelled

2. kok's last min dinner/K-ing -> eventually cancelled

3. i stayed home on a Friday night?!!

4. I got suaned by afew pple for ridiculously being home on a Friday night!

5. Kingkong 'lost' my number and called me to ask me who am I?

6. Sean called me to go clubbing?!!

7. WQ called me all the way from China to chat (& suan me for being home on a Friday night)!!

hahahaha! what a hoola night today >_____<

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圣诞快乐

圣诞要快乐,你是知道的。

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《你们我们他们》几米

凡事太尽,缘分势必早尽

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Thursday, December 17, 2009

《照相本子》

暴风雨的前夕,异常的宁静。
天空大块的浓动翻腾,走动,逼近。
丝巾被风吹的狂舞。
而我却也只是静静地站著。
你没发现吗?我微微扬起的笑意,小鸟开始唱歌了。

风本无形无相,没有一刻停止
云也是聚散无常,飘渺不定…

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Wednesday, December 16, 2009

童话森林

那是一只小熊,
骑著一匹玩具小木马,
从森林里,摇摇晃晃的走过来吗?
喔!不!那是我梦中的王子,
骑著他的小白马,从森林里,
一步一步走进我美好的生命。

《我只能为你画一张小卡片》

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Tuesday, December 15, 2009

《我的心中每天开出一朵花》

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Monday, December 14, 2009

《我的心中每天开出一朵花》

有个好朋友一起走超级市场怎么说都会增添许多乐趣...

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Sunday, December 13, 2009

敬请期待!

一天一则心情插图

一夜一份情感流入

一周一次特别献上

意义深浅由你为定

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炎热的午后…

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Saturday, December 12, 2009

Saturday afternoon

on such a sunny saturday afternoon with all those lumps of looming dark clouds.. all i wanna do is to cycle to WCP and nua with a book on hand.. and all i lack is a bicycle, and time.

/..\

time for lunch now..

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Wednesday, December 9, 2009

Tomorrow

I don't know how I'll feel, Tomorrow
I don't know what to say, Tomorrow

Tomorrow, Is a different day.

Tomorrow it may change.

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Sunday, December 6, 2009

New Moon

apparently not alot of pple enjoyed the movie. haha but hey i still liked it! =)
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Sunday, November 29, 2009

天堂与否

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Weirdest Cell Phones Ever

Totally Spaced-out Concept Cell Phones

No, really, we've come a long way, baby (since the early 1900s, that is). Check out this Russian peasant making a call:

The good thing about concept design is that you don't have to worry too much about how the actual thing is going to be made. Can the existing technology support your concept? Is the design feasible or practical enough, or is it just a "geek magnet" like some alien gizmo from Star Wars? These questions may not seem that important at concept stage. In some cases you don't even need to build a prototype! Just come up with a wild idea, dream BIG, dish out impressive 3D renders - and you’re good to go.

Here’s a look at some downright weird and whacky cell phone designs (many were featured on the Yanko Design site).


1. The Natural Year Phone by Je-Hyun Kim

This was created in the name of recycling... after all, how durable do we want our devices to be when they become near-obsolete in five years? The phone is made of hay (or should we say of "weed"?) and completely disintegrates in two years' time - only the screen and soft keys remain behind, and even these may be subsequently recycled. However, we have doubts about its practicality. Just one of those "nice to see, good to hold... but no thanks!" pieces of technology

(designer: Je-Hyun Kim)


2. Window Phone by Seunghan Song

What features would you like on your phone today, mister? The weather? Done! The Brits may like this glass cell phone concept, as it will predictably predict even the most unpredictable English weather, if such a thing is at all possible.

(designer: Seunghan Song)


3. Cell Phone Inspired By Chinese Scrolls, by Yun Liang

A roll-out display and cute buttons placed on the scroll are definitely hot-looking... but imagine using this piece on an everyday basis. If you'd need to pull the display out in a jiffy, then the tactile bit for keypad will last as long as you treat the baton well. Key words… treat the baton well.

(designer: Yun Liang)


4. Easy Tiles Phone by Tzu-Fu Wang

What would you do if you didn’t have the iPhone or its cool apps and games to while away your time? Sorry, didn’t meant to scare you… lemme rephrase, your iPhone is SAFE and SOUND, but give the Easy Tiles Phone a second’s thought. Easily upgradable apps that slide in and around the phone, make this one of those DIY thangs that give you total control to upgrade the gizmo as you like. Let's also assume you have a postal address in Utopia and upgrades are dirt-cheap!

(designer: Tzu-Fu Wang)


5. Radia - Circular Cell Phone by Michael Laut

Who says cell phone has to be rectangular? An oddball round shape can also be suitably scintillating. No kidding, but this one might be a feasible design for Paris Hilton, who loves to talk in circles... literally!

Designer: target=newMichael Laut

And we’ve barely even scratched the (non-scratch) surface! Here’s still more…


Weirdest Shape For A Cell Phone:
Bracelet Phone by Tao Ma (more info). Combine the two and you have... handcuffs!

Another strong contender for the strangest phone shape is this O2 "Molecular Phone" by Tjep Design:

Weirdest Material For A Cell Phone:
Maple Phone by Hyun Jin Yoon & Eun Hak Lee - more info:

Weirdest Display for a Cell Phone:
... is a total absence of one! Behold the Trou Hologram Mobile Phone by Mac Funamizu:


Weirdest User Interface for a Cell Phone:
A Finger Touching idea by Sunman Kwon:

Do you notice a certain paradigm shift (in cell phone fashion and design) in the next picture? Well, who knows what mind-altering new designs are we going to see in the next few years...

About the author: Yanko Design is a web magazine dedicated to introducing the best in modern international design, covering industrial design, concepts, technology, interior design, architecture, exhibition and fashion. Radhika Seth is a Graduate in Commerce, but her passion for books and writing paved the way for content writing. As a professional writer, she’s got her finger on the pulse of the readers’ expectations. However this doesn’t stop her from getting her own opinion across as well.

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one day

..an impending day

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Tuesday, November 24, 2009

idiot

why can i be so blur?! argh.

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Tuesday, November 17, 2009

mmmm

people,

don't assume.

statements of " i don't think you want to... " doesn't sound pleasant.

unless,

you have no intention to know the answer.

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Sunday, November 15, 2009

淘汰 - Eason 陈奕迅

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Wednesday, November 11, 2009

11.11.09, 11pm

once again, another normal day has passed..

maybe I should stop awhile, to see the world around me; discover how some things move on, and some things never changed.
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Sunday, November 8, 2009

redhill

好久没有去到那一带了...有过四年了吧...讨厌,时间怎么飞得那么快呢...?
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Saturday, November 7, 2009

smrt fan

woah i think i am damn powerful.. had juz taken 4 different transportations frm Blooie's to go home can.. first a car longpang me to cck mrt.. then i realized no more east-west train service.. save money so bobian, went ahead to take train to Jurong East MRT hoping there's still buses home frm there.. so upon alighting, I chiong to the bus interchange.. indeed i caught up with bus 143A with delight. pui. i did not take long to realize what sort of nonsensical delight had i felt too early sia.. that bus, albiet that A there, is definitely not an A class bus to me.. the prob is, that it goes barely afew stops and doesnt turn to my estate at all! if i had known i would have changed bus when I had the chance juz then. tsk* no choice, i had to run to the other side where the main road lies so as to flag down a cab. run coz Cinderella wanted to reach home before 12:30am. haha tsk* in the end I could barely make it.. what an adventurous journey home.. haha I think that nightrider is the only public transport I had not take home tonight.. unless you reader are thinking of the bicycle? hahaha Whatever~

PooF
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Wednesday, November 4, 2009

i had a dream..

so it seems that effective date and payment dates are different. tsk. why why why?!!

i had a dream yesterday night. i felt the pinch, again. in it i wanted to scream. why do i have to remember such a dream...?

life.

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Sunday, November 1, 2009

bossopoly

twice..

hmMmm..

really..

maybe..

maybe i'm really not cut out to be a business person.. ...?

.

再想不出什么借口还有要求

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i scream!

King's Creamer icecream is having sales this wkend! but lucky I hadn't bought just now... hahaha was so very tempted to purchase the items earlier this aftnn coz of the large discounted.. but but.. my hse gonna have 9hrs worth of electricityless time soon.. tsk*
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Saturday, October 31, 2009

加油!

不知不觉已经近下午一点了…

该是去喝水了吧…四个小时了…小子我又饿又渴…

希望做好手上的要事后不会太迟……

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Monday, October 26, 2009

so tell me what you want what you really really want

monday night.

there are so many things i wanna do...

wanna play badminton and tennis.. wanna walk the nature trail.. wanna fly kite.. wanna swim.. wanna play monopoly.. wanna dive.. wanna ride bicycle.. wanna k.. wanna relax and go for a holiday..

haha so many wanna.. i think what i really wanna do is to keep myself real occupied..

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Saturday, October 24, 2009

insects


saw the above two pictures from a blog by some random person. woah! i wanna be able to take such photos too. hmmmm

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sigh

it had been a great friday out! at least i went out.. haha

had been babbling quite abit on my way home.. i do feel better after sharing it out. slightly. but it doesnt change the fact that I am on the negative side of the equation.

sigh..
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Thursday, October 22, 2009

..zZzz..

sleeping

in

5

4

3

2

1

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Monday, October 19, 2009

angry

i am once again angry at myself. maybe I should specify, again.

I should have been happy, shouldn't I? sigh. but its juz not like me to be satisfied in such a case.

with people comes comparison, afterall we arnt living in our own island. and with comparison comes a mixture of all others feelings. i shan't go into the details here. i would just end off with saying the world is so unfair. and i am so angry. I remember a friend saying before, that the world is just as unfair as it is. why?! the sentence is torturing me...
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Sunday, October 18, 2009

deepavali weekend

my weekend of fun has effectively ended. tml will be a day of nuaing at home. I had an exciting and sporting for the past 4 weeks, inclusive of today. I had touched squash, table tennis, badminton, tennis. muahahaha so proud of myself.

but i can already feel myself getting weaker. barely played tennis ystd and badminton today plus a late night out is already causing me to feel so very exhausted. gone were the days of late nights up with still the zest to last thrgh the nxt day. hahaha

given the long hrs i spent out, the monetary toll has been catching up on me, financially. hahaha. oh well, using money to exchange with some fun and new friends. not too bad i guess.

now, time for bed! tsk*
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Thursday, October 15, 2009

what's that?

怪怪的,最近总觉得自己的鼻子有些怪怪的。

没错,说的是鼻子。常常觉得有些麻痹似的,或者有时会觉得鼻子好象在往上挺,感觉怪得不得了。

那是豆豆在做怪,还是又被蚊子亲了一下?

真是搞不清楚…>.<
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Tuesday, October 13, 2009

bangalars! roar!

Yesterday I almost got knocked. just an arm's length away. okay it was partially my fault for not looking back and checking the traffic before walking Out of the road shoulder, but hey! why did that fan park that way it did?


look at that truck up there. imagine it parked perpendicular to it! that was how that damn van parked itself before it got straightened up. i had no choice but to walk beyond the road shoulder, and that was how i got horned by the bus and so close to danger.

descibed in the picture above is a scenario i see everyday on my way home if i end work late. and I dislike those trips home.. especially if I am wearing a skirt/dress. those construction works are seated along the pedestrian walk way while waiting for the bus to pick them off work. so please imagine how taunting it is for a female to walk down a not-very-wide-lane with workers looking at you as you walk down that more than 10meters long path. and the van/buses poses a danger to pple who passes that junction. argh. i so wanna take a clear shot of the entire situation and get some authorities to step in. hello, if workers are knocking off from the site, why isnt the bus picking them up from Inside the site?! why are they waiting outside and causing traffic prob and worry to pedestrians, like me. why?!!!

ROAR!

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一线之差

我是不是很奇怪?


不是。你很特别!

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Saturday, October 10, 2009

ah wang

happy birthday my dear 旺汪! :)
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- & -

If society was really a jungle where all the animals roaming around you are trying to make a living, what would you be? Something tamed and innocent like a rabbit or something ferocious and witty like ajackal?

a two-faced? or a nicey?

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Friday, October 9, 2009

chilling

a warm friday night out.

chilling with some friends at timbre is an enjoyment.

at least for this weekend......
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Sunday, October 4, 2009

八月十六•㊣ 『晴』

八月十六•阴

最近天气都不是很好,但和其他国家比起来这里已经算是很好了,只是天色阴霾雾气重重,没有暴风雨、地震之类的天灾。

丰衣足食应该满足了不是吗?

但人祸呢?

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ssSsh

ssSh, i am new and i have alot more to learn, so i cant lament.

buck up and jia you ba ci!

Today has been a long day. it was windy and drizzling this aftnn as i was heading down to that part of singapore which i hadnt been for a long time. sports had been good, at least i had forgotten abt stress for that period of time. juz too bad i cant join them for prawning.

so in the end i reached clark quay early, and chatted with penguine-u for an hr. regardless of diesel or cooking, there's really opportunity to advance in the oil industry, but would you be willing to be stationed overseas given a short notice of 2 days. it occured to me that i am terrible in handling such unpredicted events. despite the coy having earlier mentioned, i wld not have been ready to fly and be away 2 days after notice. but in any case, i definitely wish all the best for this friend! now one #3 less. tsk.

probably i did over drink the beer. the effect hasnt kicked off.. had my first touch on the wheels juz now. so exciting! hahahaha drink driving on the very first instance. haha terrible*
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Friday, September 25, 2009

3:51pm

finally about to complete the preparation for tml. will be going out to purchase some items later. hope tml will be successful!

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12:26pm

cham. brain block. i can barely think of two games till now. and they arnt really that fabulous. helpPpp!
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11:36am

finally finished typing of the minutes. later this afternoon should be dedicated to chasing of quotationsS, newspaper cutting, and thinking of games! die liao lar, today friday le and i still havent confirm on the games to be played. i don't want it to be a fried-day for myself >.<

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10:30am

ookie, this will be a day of blogging at work. the last day before big bosses returns next week.

10:30am

It has been 5 days since the big bosses arn't around, but i don't exactly have much time to slack. well, not that i wanna slack for its boring and tiring to look busy, but i would like that extra time to clear the newspaper piling up in the file. part of my work requires me to do newspaper cuttings of supermarket offers, and that file has become so thick its going to burst. its time for me to clear them all to soft copy format, but... i have not time /..\

in the background of this page is a document of minutes that i'm typing for yesterday's meeting. sometimes i wonder, why can some fresh grads be employed to do what a poly or JC grad or even a secondary student can do?! and how can lady luck be with others fresh grads who can be employed at 15k+ a month to do specialised expertise? tsk* now back to the minutes.. >.<

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Tuesday, September 22, 2009

心情

心情这玩意儿就像波浪,高速低起复反复无常。

好久没这么的“迟”睡了…有时真希望能单纯一点,至少那样脑子会少掉很多些有的没的…或许那样人会开朗更多些…
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Monday, September 21, 2009

低调

回家途中看了一段流动电视,结果被感动了…

有时候还以为生活中简单的祷告,其实可不是那么的简单……

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Thursday, September 17, 2009

What's up for mid Sept?

14 Sept, Monday : a friend of mine finally escaped after being locked for six days in China. hahaha this is all thanks to H1N1. since people who got the flu may not necessarily develop the so-called symptoms as mentioned previously, and their body temperature might not rise, its a wonder how immigration checkpoints identify possible carriers since the temperature colour sensor device isn't effective. anyone to enlighten me on this? hahaha

15 Sept, Tues : it had been indeed a long time since i had chatted on the phone. friends whom i had tele conferences/phone porridge now seem much beyond the stage. maybe it's just me moving away from calls into smsing.. hmm..

16 Sept, Wed : had a long chat with two friends out till 11+pm. its been some time since i've shared much with friends ard me. some time ago, a friend was sharing to me how despaired he felt in his recent failure to this other lady; on another occasion, a friend was asking me abt LDR; and just today, them two were asking me for my ideals. makes myself sound like some one who's been through quite abit. pui. hahaha eventually beyond all those that's said, there really isnt any hard and fast rule governing relationship issues. when you're in love, you are, and when there's enough of it, it doesnt matter how negative the other party's character can be - coz you've already long been blinded.

17 Sept, Thurs : i was so smart to carry six humongous and heavy pear around bugis. kokkok. so smart. hahaha my arm almost broke. went to give my friend a pair of sweet & juicy pears, but ended up shopping around and even bought myself a dress. hahaha >.<>

18 Sept, Fri : it will be the day for gaming again. how? at a faraway place called Novena. lol~ damn far la. i hope i dun get lost admist my transmission over. wahhahah!

19 Sept, Sat: another work day. no rest for me despite it being a saturday. well its okay, anyway i'll be nuaing at home if i'm not in the office. only thing is i could have more sleep. lol~ night time will hopefully be a successful #3 gathering! hahaha prolly can suggest us having one every 2 or 3 mths? lol

20 Sept, Sun : I hadnt known that its the long weekend if not having been prompted on Tues. and having known this, I'll be spending the weekend in Batam! that means a good sun and mon away in the Muslim country where everyone shld be in festive celebration mood and they wont come out to create trouble. that also means spa, massage, sun and beach, plus maybe go karting! lol yay~!

21 Sept, Mon : I shld be back in the evening. prolly no blogging till then. i can forsee myself being exhausted from the return boating experience. tsk*

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Sunday, September 13, 2009

笨错

有时觉得自己有点笨错…

几天前开门时竟然很不小心的被撞到,到现在还是有点痛。

昨天更是离谱,明明是不想要那件‘物品’的,但为了不要让朋友尴尬才收下,结果之后才发现原来不是真的要给我的。真是的,气死人!

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Saturday, September 12, 2009

最近成了戏迷,而且是过时的戏迷,一直追着旧的TVB看。就刚刚连看了几集的溏心…有些戏就是拍得很牵动人心,因为当中可以感受到那种真实的成分。可以感受到戏中角色的痛心…

一部戏能拍到如此的深入,可以说是成功了一大半。但是一个人了解到戏中人的哀伤,却是一件悲哀的事。

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Tuesday, September 8, 2009

sorry, who am i

yes, i'm sure i have alot more to learn - from scratch.

so can anyone tell me from where i can start?

haha, so funny. i'm laughing at myself. i feel like a clown, a clown who has difficulty controlling the emotions.

so funny, and so sorry.

现出邪恶的原形
过分压抑
对谁都不好

《刚好》 几米

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Saturday, August 22, 2009

八月二十二日 『晴』

(不,因该是‘晒’,很晒)

又是一个无味的礼拜六下午。原本说好的这个时间因该正在外头拍毕业照,结果因为大部分人都零时有事结果取消了。

今天放工后我去了银行一趟办点事,那里人多得我差点喘不过气来。看见周围的人,我感到莫名的沮丧;我前边是一对要办联名户口的小情侣,我后边是一家三代要办理更换地址的手续。那对夫妇看起来还挺年轻,却已经有两个懂事的孩子。曾经有个朋友问我们一群单身贵族,会感到担心吗。岁月是不留人的。很快的,一年过去,我即将突破二十五岁大关,然后再五年,就三十,然后再十年,二十年…今年的生日过得很无趣,是不是毕业开始做工了,朋友似乎就少了。我重视朋友见面/聚会,大家却似乎太忙与各自生活里的琐事,怎么连一点儿时间也抽不出呢?

自从我开始做工以后,很容易会累,常常傍晚十点多就上床睡觉。很多时候心里有很多感触,想把它写入这篇网上日记,却常常连开电脑的时间也没有。时间久了,我发现部落各电击率也减少了很多。是朋友们太忙了没时间上他人部落各察看对方的境况,还是我的冷落造成的?

今天是晴天,心却感到阴霾的。

一片叶子即将凋落,
我是世界上唯一看见的人。
我年纪还小,什么也不懂,
但我答应他,
我会永远让他活在我的心中。

﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏﹏

你承认吧
你也想要体验英雄般的夸张悲壮
来不及为你歌唱
你潇洒而昂扬

在一片荒凉的景象之中
我却觉得晴朗
让我为你飞翔
在你残破的天空之上
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Tuesday, July 21, 2009

Dempsey-ed

woah i had a wonderful dae yesterday.. my bosses took me and the other new colleague for lunch to Crystal Jade yesterday. its the first time we had such a lunch session, not sure to welcome another new boss or... haha although the afternoon was rather hectic and there were alot of things to do and I OT-ed abit, there was a little celebration for my bday and the cake my boss bought tasted damn nice. haha really appreciate their effort to even celeb with me.

though sadly my dear ladies cancelled dinnering with me, i am glad that i have not been left home to stone for the night. a last min change of plans got me up in dempsey - pubbing @ Henry's. and i must exclaim, WOAH! one cranberry rum, one baileys-etc shot, and one flaming lambo almost got me seeing stars. well, the truth was i did feel the effect, but lucky I was able to contain it and still talk/act sensibly (or so i think, haha). despite the alcohol strength, my sleep was still disrupted twice due to a spinning head, and the morning tea did not help much as I can already feel a heavy head setting in. and oh my tian its barely 4pm!! shiet. maybe its the espresso shot i drank early noon that caused my unease now. lucky lucky, tonight will be a rest-at-home night. =) 6pm, I am waiting for youuuuu!! =D

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Saturday, July 18, 2009

outdated update of the previous 1½ months

oinks! finally! i've finally managed to crack my old handphone to get past the stage of security code which i had apparently forgotten. as all old nokia phones require a SIM card inserted to startup the system, I had to insert in my china card which i still kept, and u can imagine how wonderous i felt when i found msges marked unread in my inbox. after so damn long. and there is this feeling of nostalgia as i was viewing through all the old msges which apparently had stored in the sim card. i do miss... well anyway, its a good thing my phone is back up, at least now i can get a sim card for my parents =)

i know i know, i havent been updating for eons. my life has been rather exciting for the past, 1.5 months? hahaha it has been that long that i've been lagging here. i hope this doesnt persist else my wonderful readers here will miss out on my life! hehehe yeah, so now unfolds...

my grad trip was in australia from 28th may to 14th june. the original plan was to fly to perth from sg via budget jetstar, spend 3 days and fly to brisbane coz that the earliest avail flight, spend 4 days at brisbane and have a 7 days roadtrip down to sydney and then end of at melboure before flying to perth and return flight back to sg. yeah - originally as such. but all thanks to the widespread of H1N1, the group of us 6 had to change plans and head to Adelaide from Sydney. ie Melbourne was forgone. lucky for us tho, that the flight from sydney to Ade is made possible by just a change of airtix and additional of some hundred bucks - AUD. the trip was basically filled with interesting experiences : there was once we had to spend a night in the car as the sydney airport closes between 11pm to 4am and our flight is at 5+am. yeah, both domestic and international airport, hence everyone is barred from entering beyond the reception counter. there was another time when we had disgusting forfeits thanks to the two drivers who happily suggested while us passengers were having great fun 猜拳-ing behind. the day at dream world was exceptionally memorable to me for those rides which i prolly will not have the guts to take again. there was also once at blue mountains when most of us were almost blow away, or either that, almost went deaf. haha ok that was an overstatement but the wind was really strong and cold so much so even the guys were complaining, hahaha. and despite being suan-ed over and over during the trip, it was one of the things which also filled up as memories of the trips. though we did not manage to go trekking, it was one of the rare trips friends get to hit the roads together. i wonder when will be my next trip out with friends especially when everyone else starts/settled down working. i so wanna go diving /..\

after resting a few days at home (ie self quarentine, haha), the next 2 weeks were filled with interviews and meeting with friends almost everyday. the week before commencing work was especially hectic. my dear comp crashed on monday wee hours, and damn lenovo operates only 9am-6pm mon to fri -_- then it was majong session later the aftnn; tuesday was the interview for my current job, followed by K-ing in the afternoon with the 1.5 couples, and dinner with the hubbers; wed was supposed to sign a contract for a prev job offer, but i got confirmed then for this current job so all plans changed. it was then followed by an 'insurance talk' and Transformers at night =P thursday, supposed to go to SSC for the Da Vinci exhibit, but my friend clearly forgotten. hahaha! night time was dinner with a friend and exchange of grad trip gift, hehehe. friday power, it was a day for fixing items and gown testing, hahaha. i went to suntec to fix my hP, then to simlim to buy DVD to backup my comp, then to funan to fix my thumbdrive, then to potong pasir to try on the gown. phew. 3 electronic items to fix in that week, lucky i had my things backedup just a week before then. and it was only then that i got called up to inform that i'll be due to start work on the following monday. saturday was a nua-at-sentosa day =) and sunday, was planned with an afternn at library looking through books on vegetables. hahaha!

yes, i am currently working in a company that specializes in fresh produce, and as they'd describe, is a vertical supply chain themselves owning farms in china and vietnam, take charge in packing and distribution channels, all up to wholesaling. and now they are looking into expanding their sales and marketing force, which explains why i am in there. i have already been travelling around, and even on the first day of work, to sentosa, NTUC, etc to meet clients with my boss. recently was a trip to major supermarts with another fresh grad colleague - to buy grapes. wahahaha! having started on 6th jul, it has been a good 2 weeks till now, and although my direct boss is rather new in the line of perishables, he is goodnatured and patient to teach me. that's one of the important thing that will drive me to stay on after 3 months of consideration period =) although i havent exactly learnt much skills, things are still smooth till now. hope the office environment will remain conducive when another sales manager comes in next week, as well as others more to come.

it is with no doubt that I personally gets tired easily to wake up early at 7:30am every weekday and on some saturdays. although i am lucky enough that my workplace is not too far from office and should not complain, its still difficult for me to get accustomed to such timings. on days that i do not have activities after work, i have been sleeping at 10plus pm, but even so, aint energetic enough the next morning. i'm a pig. hahaha please share with me any methods of morning energy-boostings - other than coffee which i am already having.

like i previously mention, i do not wish to lose touch with my friends despite most of us having started work. blogging is one means i use to update and share my personal life with all, but pls do not hesitate to initiate a ketchup session with me even i had not with you, especially if we hadnt met for quite some time. do rest assure that chilli can be provided too ;) for now, i wish all my dear readers an awesome week ahead (^.^)v

cheers!

只想跟你在一起 - 偶像之爱…

@ 只想跟你在一起 

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