i had a terrible dream yesterday night.
a nightmare that reopened the wound.
and that was the result of watching Dear John.. and sleeping too early.
so many maybes and what ifs that I have been asking myself from time to time..
what if time was reversed and I had chosen another path instead?
what if I had not signed on that document?
what if I had not entered this course?
how will my life be?
and
how will your life be?
as i was watching a small part of 赌场风云 with my mum yesterday, we came across this scene, and i asked her the following..
如果你的孩子也像戏里面的女生被别人狠狠伤害，而那人又找上门来，你会让那个人见你孩子吗？
today, my mum again asked me why i had asked that question yesterday. i think she is worried. oops. hahaha
star light star bright.
the week is passing ever so slowly..
最美的时刻，就是日出和日落。最容易孤单的时候，也是同一刻…
繁忙的城市里，有什么能让你停下脚步，好好的欣赏四周？
i've lost count, but i think i have been blogging for close to 8 years since upper secondary.. interest grows and dies; through this time, I have collected a number of friend's blogs that i consistently check, but they have very much dwindled in the recent 2 years. I guess for them they had moved on to the next phase in life, more wrapped up in their own personal life, less time, see less need to sharing, less inspiration of things to blog about, and etc.
honestly, I don't think I blog about interesting stuff. sadly. haha. I have been having thoughts of closing this spot from time to time, to privatize, but i couldnt bear to leave my little nutshell. the complication is that although I don't wanna be too open, i would like people to still understand me through some mode.. through some form of my random ramblings for people who care about to notice, and i really appreciate people who still reads and shows concern to those stuff i ramble up here. funny, that although I am being open enough to share this blog address on fb, people don't really seem to have noticed this side arena to where i vent my thoughts & emotions. so yes, this place contains part of my thoughts that I share as I grow. but no, there is nothing exciting about it. seriously if I ever am free and nostalgic enough ever to read back my own post, I am sure to surprise myself with the things I blog about.
and the nonsense i just typed above =x hahahhahah
maybe i should find myself some cold wind to blow at for several minutes; i cant think clearly..
it's good time spent catching up with a friend today, which made me clear several oldtime doubts. but which also added a couple of question marks to me.
haix. is it me, or are things in life basically intended to be made complicated..?
now that i think back my past 4 years in uni.. so fuzzy wuzzy. the apparent doesn't seem that way anymore. which is which? what's what then?
my trusty friend just msged me upon seeing my fb nick. so sweet. why can't people be more observant? why can't people be more delicate, and sensitive, and creative, and... hahaha. see, i told you life is basically complicated, especially with all those wants and ideals..
sucks.
i need oxygen. i need the air.
Let me tell you why girls should eventually marry an engineer over a Law, Management, Arts or Medical School Graduate. He has three distinct advantages over the rest of the graduates.
Advantage 1: Secure lifestyle
============================================================ An engineer boyfriend can provide you with a secure lifestyle. At 27 years old, an engineer probably has a respectable, stable job that gives him a high income to own a car, invest, have a comfortable life, and get married and buy a house too.
Law graduates are still working as a lowly apprentice in law firm. Most management graduates have just failed on their first business plan.
The arts graduate is still looking for a job.
And the medical school graduate is still living in a hospital.Advantage 2: Unmatchable industriousness
============================================================ An engineer boyfriend will dedicate an unimaginable amount of his time and effort to understand you. Engineers strain really really hard to understand their work. You can believe that they will try really really hard to understand women too, just like how they understand their work, once they believe that you are the one. So even if they don't understand you initially, they will keep on trying. Even if they still do not understand, they will figure out the correct method to keep you happy (e.g. buy diamond ring = 1 week's worth of happiness.) And once they find out the secret formula, they will just keep on repeating it so that the desired results appear.
Unlike the Lawyer who will argue with you.
The Management graduate who will try to control your spending, The Arts graduate who will 'change major'.
And the medical school graduate who will operate on you.
And you know what, it's really so easy to make engineers believe that You are the 'one'. Say that you like one of their project and they will be hooked to you forever.Advantage 3: An engineer boyfriend will never betray your trust.
============================================================ Let me first tell you what is wrong with the rest of the others - The lawyers will lie about everything.
Management graduates will cheat your money.
The arts graduate will flirt, and you probably just look like another cadaver to the medical school graduate.
Your engineer boyfriend is either too busy to have an affair, and even if he does, he is too dumb to lie to you about that. Hence, an engineer is the most secure boyfriend that you will ever find - rich enough, will keep on trying to understand and please you, has no time for affairs, and too dumb to lie to you.
So girls, why procrastinate?
Get an engineer for your boyfriend!
haha rubbish. Engineers all seems so boring..
Hyancinth is a genus of bulbous flowering plants, formerly placed in the lily family Liliaceae but now regarded as the type genus of the separate family Hyacinthaceae.They are commonly called Hyacinths/Jacinth, and are native to the eastern Mediterranean region east to Iran and Turkmenistan. Being one of the most popular of spring garden flowers, it was in cultivation prior to 1597, at which date it is mentioned by Gerard. Rea in 1665 mentions several single and double varieties as being then in English gardens, and Justice in 1754 describes upwards of fifty single-flowered varieties, and nearly one hundred double-flowered ones, as a selection of the best from the catalogues of two then celebrated Dutch growers. One of the Dutch sorts, called La Reine de Femmes, a single white, is said to have produced from thirty-four to thirty-eight flowers in a spike, and on its first appearance to have sold for 50 guilders a bulb; while one called Overwinnaar, or Conqueror, a double blue, sold at first for too guilders, Gloria Mundi for 500 guilders, and Koning Saloman for 600 guilders. Several sorts are at that date mentioned as blooming well in water-glasses. Justice relates that he himself raised several very valuable doubleflowered kinds from seeds, which many of the sorts he describes are noted for producing freely.
woah. Now I finally know the chinese translation to this song.
昨天，谜底终于被我探出了…我多个月前的猜测没错，但我却惊讶的发现，其实也没高多少。
真是的，我怎么可以这么比较…？
嗨…真是没那么简单…
感觉快乐就忙东忙西，
感觉累了就放空自己，
别人说的话 随便听一听，
自己作决定…
不想拥有太多情绪，
一杯红酒配电影，
在周末晚上 关上了手机，
舒服窝在沙发裡。
没没有蜡烛 就不用勉强庆祝
没没想到答案 就不用寻找题目
没没有退路 那我也不用思慕
没没人去仰慕 让我就继续忙碌
来啊来 思前想后 差一点忘记了怎么投诉
来啊来 从此以后 不要犯同一个错误
将这样的感触 写一封情书 送给我自己
感动的要哭 但就没哭 不失为天大的幸福
将这一份礼物 这一封情书 给自己祝福
可以不在乎 才能对别人在乎
