i finally know what is the prob with my eye, here is a lump again, and it is really pressing very hard and causing much strain on my eye balls. sounds digusting? well, iM really really scared. just last semester, i had a 'pimple' on my left eye lid, and after dragging for 1 mth, i finally had to undergo a small op to have it removed. the difference now is that now the lump is not visible (i thgt it was skin prob ard my eye), and cld not be felt until today. and this is already 2 wks from when the prob seem to have surfaced. and what's worse, its now at the tip of my eye. worse coZ the last time, the doc can just flip over my eye lid to surgically remove the 'pimple' (sounds easy? but it is really v pain, and my eyes was swollen with blueblack few days aft it). and now, how to flip over if its at the tip??! ahhh! iM really really worried. my eyesight is seriously deteriorating.
yes, i know i should really go see the doc now that i've really cfmed the existence of the lump. but going to a doc alone is feels so terrible! and that's even more worse to go alone on v-day. yeah, thats tmL. happy v-day to everyone huh, i think iM going to have a terrible day tmL. haiX.
to think that i've happily went to 3 21st bday celeb in the last wkend. argH* i shld have NOT helped out at the uni-entrance talk at suntec to get more rest, considerating the state i was in. and furthermore, iM seriously lagging behind lecture. yes, and i didnt have enough time to study for my quiz today, resulting in a really pathetic situation. great man, i got all my answers wrong! so so sad. i cldnt really conc even if i go lecture/tut due to my failing vision. and iM almost typing with my eyes closed now! cries..
who to save me?
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