一个人的时候是最孤单最彷徨的时候。的确…好想念在新加坡的亲人朋友们…正听着〈细水长流〉，感受深刻…郁闷……
Send someone to love me
I need to rest in arms
Keep me safe from harm
In pouring rain
today is the last day at work. yay! last day of the first week. soBs. another 21 more weeks to go. as I was sitting in to observe my mentor at work today, i was reminded of my hubbing days. 3 years ago, i was a newbie to a big corporation in spore. My work then was an HIVR - Human Interative Voice Response. sounds pathetic huh. and the listening in period was only 2 days, compared to the 2 weeks I am given this time round, I felt much better. I was particularly reminded of how much I was taught to learn in that first week, which I was already scolded some 三字经 on the first day of actual work. thinking of that made me shiver and more keen to pick up all that is necessary. but... there is just somehow always a but.
As my soul heals the shame
I will grow through this pain
'Cause I'm doing all I can
To be a better man
the people there is extremely fast. walk fast, talk fast, work fast, eat fast, and some even spit fast. aside from that, their speed acted as a deterence for me to learn efficently, especially when you have to take into consideration that their desktop screens are in chinese and they explain in 普通话. and of course, the speed. omG! now that i'm here and experiencing it, its even moreso that i feel my Boss is simply wonderful to have gotten an A for this all and even more. BUT i know, i can do it too! i just need some time. cheer for me yeah?
Go easy on my conscience
'Cause it's not my fault
I know I've been taught
To take the blame
Its freezing cold here. life hasnt been too bad. not too bad, just passable. could you believe it, I've not eaten lunch today! my throat has been causing me prob ever since monday when i first stepped into the area that i'll be confined for 2 weeks. great start yeah. slept through my lunch hour and ended up eating 2 sausages and a can of ready-to-eat 八宝粥 which doesnt has rice some one plus hour after lunch hour. really couldnt make out whether i've been coughing more or blowing my nose more often. and it is really flu this time round. sigh. but good thing is that my kind mentor has taken time off during working hours to bring me to a nearby medicine shop and got me some 宝贝…
Rest assured my angels
Will catch my tears
Walk me out of here
I'm in pain
seriously, it is quite difficult to survive in a company all alone. it is good that I 'know' one to two persons from the company, but it doesnt really help much in the day to day survival. I'm all alone. walking out to work. having lunch. coming back. and if not that i'm seating right next to my mentor for now, the hours in the company would be me talking to myself. the other collegues around me do not really interact with me. and sadly, my mentor seldom goes for lunch. so who do i go with? I'll just have to tag along some of the people from my department, and at the speed I eat at, especially with a throat that is hurting so badly, I was once left to finish up eating the meal alone. they didnt even bother telling me they were leaving when i was just beside/infront of them. they just left. was that due to my possibly unfriendly appearance?? probably. this feels terrible. and more so, if i were to suruvive another 21 weeks....... congratulations.... for celebration.... /..\
I know some have fallen on stony ground
But Love is all around
But above all those whinings, I am nevertheless still grateful for the people who have supported me all these while. who give me some pillars to rely on, regardless of near or afar, they're always with me, just like i'm always with them.
Once you've found that lover
You're homeward bound
Love is all around
Love is all around
the weather will turn warm soon. it will. it has to.
人生的际遇千百种但有知心长相重
人愿长久水愿长流年少时候
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