Monday, June 30, 2008

the necklace broke......

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9:45am, that's when it happened. i was shocked out of bed from my one small move.

why did it happen? in a show which I just watched yesterday, the lady sensed that something bad was about to happen when she pricked her fingers while sewing. it made me think. bad. i dont want to think.

thinking has kept me awake till close to 3am yesterday. i had been stiring in bed for more than 2 hours with too clear a mind. in the end, i had to chant myself to sleep, which luckily, worked.

and even the sleep was disturbed. i had two dreams barely in a night. in one, I had been caught in a car's backseat between two brawling guys. in the other, I was back in Shanghai, twice visited a convenient stall there, and bought a small travelling pouch which I distinctively remember as translucent orange and cost 17RMB.

It had been a terrible 9 hours for me since I popped into bed till the time the thing happened.

why now? why??