Todäy was a happy day too! After rushing so much of the report, i finally sent the complete copy (less the abstract and appendix) to my prof and upper study to vet! yay! 不愧我昨晚赶到凌晨五点，plus all the other late night sleeps, the banning of myself frm msn for close to 3wks, and no fb chatting for 1 plus wk！ although i still have stuff to do, quizes tö study, and discussions tö prepare nxt wk, at least i'm releasëd frm much of the torment! =D
so upon my submission this aft, i went out to meet my fair lady, and fli too. it was great catching up after söooÖ long, but it made me realise how different i am frm them; they the great spenders in brands like lv, prada, channel, and me the kid who doesnt even know what is serum.
hmm, somehow, i was stimulated to think about what i actually want. in the past, i hate sales. anythg that requires me to thicken my skin to ask strangers/friends to purchase/fill form - i hate it. it totally disgusted myself having tried such works for a day or two. but now, why am ï even enticed to join the land banking industry? afterall, its still sales.. why have my principles gone to? and wat abt my dream ambition of being an air stewardess? over the years of changing and growing, i seem to have forgotten/lost faith in my dreams. and today, i found my flame once again upon chatting with a stewardess frïend. however, i was told that SIA has froze the hiring since the last batch in jan.. but i was reminded of the joy of flying ard.
so what career path do i actually want? if any of are reading this now, u may like to question yoursëlf too. and i thought, and i pondered. and i realised, that i can become a butterfly attracted to the 'flowery' life of a business/sales person. but i would not want to jump into that kind of whirlpool too early in life. given a choice, i wld love the chance to travel ard for a couple of years, then settle down for some 9~5 job, then prolly into the sales line. I know that i am still not ready for that kinda life. beyond it and i'll hopefully be my own boss. hahaha
time to wake up.
given such a market times..
given my calibre..
given the reality of monetary needs..
do i have a choice?
can i still have a choice...?
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