I am really pissed. just the 2nd day back from the camp and I've already that so many things have fallen apart.
Committee. oh please, what is going on. this section has only 4 person including me, and there can still be a break down in communication. In the 10 days that I was away, i received no updates even tho i had explicitly stated that I will have NO internet access and sms is too slow a form of communication. no one updated me that an excutive summary + budget is supposed to be in by 15th. no one bothered to explore into other ideas after the first had been rejected. thanks alot. although things have gotten back to path now, work delegated once again, but I just had to say that the team is soOoo efficient. I'm really sorry if anyone within the comm has to hear this. Prolly I'm just too worked up that people always tend to procrastinate work. haix.
School. yeah, I'm indirectly threatened by the course 'mistress' on the course site that i might be de-registered as I had missed the first week of inter-semester lessons. argh. iM so damn worried lah. dugged her email her and sent her an email to seek 'repentence and forgiveness'. hahaha! ok, but basically what i asked for is to Not be removed from the course. brRrr* scared.
Family. ok, just had to add something else the 2 points above doesnt seem to justify the word "many" that I had mentioned in the very first para. my poor wanG² vormitted thrice today, and vormitted the day before as well. poor thing. he barely had Any food the whole of today.
Camp. ok, there are too many things to mention about. not only do i have disappointment at some of the people in the camp (i emphasize some, not 1, so its not huat u might be thinking) , I am even more disappointed at myself. I probably did not mention, but these 2 camps affected me alot.
but one cheerful thing that happened on the last of the 10 days was that as a participant dropped by to find me as she collected some other stuff. Her mum was with her, and she said that her girl was so much more energized after seeing me. it made it even more meaningful to me coZ she's not my kid. that small effort of appreciation really touched me alot, judging that I had but could not tear for TTP even tho my kids were basically out of control. okay, that's not the point. but right back to reality after that hugging and quick talk, I really felt really discouraged by the end results of the 2nd batch of kids. haiX.
i'm really tired. i shld have slpt 3 hrs ago, but settling all those stuff made me really wanna blog tonight. pearL ah, sorry i still haven reply ur email. we meet up some time after ur working hours k..? >.<
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