so cute right, somemore still have prey in-view. i really applaud for the creativity. bleah~ i'm tired, but definitely had a fun and relaxing day. well, its just that sometimes some places just probes me into the seemingly emo mode. oops /..\
i'm getting more and more dis-illusioned the more times i meet *shim. 5 months, and its left with only 3. at the rate shim's doing things, maybe by the time the photos are ready, only left with 1.5 months. what type of guarentee is that?! i might as well not take the shoot and get back the part since i/we seem only to be taking ^shimis projects. so unfair, the 5 months should be from the time the shoot is complete, and not just upon payment. argh. i feel cheated. but well, as long as i can make it back, since that eventually is the agreement, though i was expecting more, of coz. now, haha, i just want to be able to break it even at least.
i cant stand it, shim's tooo toooo Nonsense! can shim STOP asking "true?" or "right anot?" type of questions with the fingers pointing so closely to you. STOP and beating endlessly around the bush. and STOP simply skipping my qn but digging another hole into who-knows-what in another area on conversation. or should i say "talk". coz i'm simply not engaged! you can imagine me seating there, with that plastered smile and obliged to say yes and knod from time to time. argh. you know, its the feeling when one party ALWAYS controls the conversation, that is when it becomes a chore to link up.
and yet, i have to continue this chore... i'm obliged to. sigh. if I ever have such a friend, well, i'm quite sure that 1. the person will know not to talk to me, or 2. the person will change this bad point, or 3. this will not be a person i call friend. well of coz, one can opt for such only when both of you are of the same social status.. sometimes, circumstances just forces you to interact with such incomprehand-able people. i'm really sorry if I sound extreme, but I'm sure all you people out there who get to read this little column of mine are sweet angels =)
in any case, i'm lucky that there is another person to do that chore today, which gives me the chance to seat back, and stone, though still having to give that occasional smile and knods and "yes-es". its a chore, sighh, but i really really wonder how come the other person can take it. can you see my exasperation... ROAR!
* shim. i think there should be a term for people who behaves both he-ly and she-ly, you know, terms like "he" and "she" suited for people -ahem- in the middle of both sexes. maybe one to reflect that it's a she but acting like a him (shim), and another for people acting like a he but is actually a her. This second type we can probably call eher. quite self-explanatory and easy to remember huh?
^ shimis. an improvisation on the explanation above, but this time into terms like "him/his" and "her/hers". this term can be broken down into the explanation of "shim - his". so maybe a counterpart to shimis can be eherer (eher - her). yeah but please, please, this is just limited to my little own column for expression, I understand people have their own reasons for the routes they choose, and I'm definitely not out to get at them or to take it as a joke.
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