although its already wednesday, today, to me, is only the beginning of school. the break from holiday. the time to wake up. monday had been a relaxing catching up session with people in lecture time, and yesterday had been a break to me. though i had been looking forward to the start of school term, i now have the feeling of finding a hole to squirm in and hibernate.
忽然之间
no, its not that I'm not ready for it, it is the feel that things are different. i will have to travel to school everyday now that i'm no more staying in hall. I'm not lamenting about it, it is just something that I will have to take as a transition to how I'll be travelling to and from my workplace next time. Though living not too far from school, I still have to take around 50+mins to reach school. and comparing to my friends who stay in the North-East and needing just an hr and 15 mins to reach sch, its so unjustified for us westerners. but, oh well.
天昏地暗
I was prompted into deep thoughts today by a series of statements from a friend. ok i admit i know i felt that something wasn't right, but i didnt think it was that serious. i want to know why, and how it can be changed. i am thinking that if I ask this other person, I can know abit more, but should i ask? will it create problems and stir the situation? was it just that period, or had it always been the case? no one can ever be perfect, maybe, maybe a stimuli is needed for a change. should i clarify?
世界可以忽然
though acting as a blog, i do put up informational stuff up here as well, not just because it is informational, but i relate to it. in some way or another, it is meaningful to me. it speaks of an underlying idea which would have been more senstitive or difficult to convey explicitly via text. the illustrational pics, the information, the songs - everything meant something.
什么都没有
yesterday was a rest day. no school. but it was more than a short rest. but it has to be, that 暮色里也会有七彩的长虹..
徘了徊了走了错了过了等了累了全都困了烦的乱的等的都是真的
疯的想的念的不安的焦虑的复杂的梦过的拥有的失去的怎么忘呢
你做过的伤放困了你爱的音那天的我等着你等成了摆设
我的你的他的好的坏的难的灰的蓝的黄的酸的甜的苦的都还记得
非常想要忘的绝对不能忘的我心要换你的真的不行那么只得放了
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